-worLD of My OWN..!!!-

Dia dia dia - Mal (Afghan)

2011-09-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

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Miss Universe 2011

2011-09-12T22:44:00.000-07:00

Miss Universe fever is over and you might know the results already. but for those who still don’t know about it here's the finalist of Miss Universe 2011.

TOP 16

1: Venezuela - Vanessa Goncalves

2: Australia - Scherri Lee Biggs

3: Costa Rica - Johanna Solano

4: Usa - Alyssa Campanella

5: Puerto Rico - Viviana Ortiz

6: China - Zilin Luo

7: Philippines - Shamcey Supsup

8: France - Laurey Thilleman

9: Netherlands - Kelly Weekers

10: Colombia - Catalina Robayo

11: Portugal - Laura Goncalves

12: Brazil - Priscila Machando

13: Angola - Leila Lopes

14: Panama - Sheldry Saez

15: Kosovo - Afërdita Dreshaj

16: Ukraine - Olesya Stefanko

Top 10

1: Australia - Scherri Lee Biggs

2: Costa Rica - Johanna Solano

3: China - Zilin Luo

4: Philippines - Shamcey Supsup

5: France - Laurey Thilleman

6: Portugal - Laura Goncalves

7: Brazil - Priscila Machando

8: Angola - Leila Lopes

9: Ukraine - Olesya Stefanko

10: Panama - Sheldry Saez

Top 5

1: China - Zilin Luo

2: Philippines - Shamcey Supsup

3: Brazil - Priscila Machando

4: Angola - Leila Lopes

5: Ukraine - Olesya Stefanko

4th runner-up: China - Zilin Luo

3rd runner-up: Philippines - Shamcey Supsup

2nd runner-up: Brazil - Priscila Machando

1st runner-up: Ukraine - Olesya Stefanko

Miss Universe 2011: Angola - Leila Lopes

So this is the OFFICIAL results of Miss Universe 2011.

What I want to blog here is not about who wins and who the top 15 is or about the results. The interesting point here is to point out my own point of view about Miss Universe 2011.

Few weeks ago when I get to know that Miss Universe 2011 is going on, i start to follow Videos and Facebook fan page and etc... i saw / read some of the fans posting in certain "Miss" Fan page and they are arguing about their opinion who will be in TOP 16, TOP 10, TOP 5 and who will grab the crown back to their country. I don't mind if they just state their opinion about who will be on TOP of the list but these people are arguing and criticize one another opinions and the worse is they start to call NAMES like "MONKEY" and etc to the other.

what i don't get here is that why do they need to argue till we call other NAMES and saying other people areuncivilized. Whereby in my opinion, those people that call other uncivilized are actually uncivilized them-self...

this is only a competition, and you have your own favorites and i believe it is enough just to post things like "i love Miss Indonesia", or "i love MISS Korea so much, hope that she will win" and etc that sound proper and in manner.

well that was before the results is out. i thought the war between fans will end after the results and yet i saw post like this "Lesson 4 all (a country name) nxt tym pick d best representative in ur country something

new Something fresh... ok again Something NEW something FRESH i repeat Something NEW something FRESH" and "I REPEAT LIKE iT OR NOT MISS (country name) IS (position) RUNNER UP ahahahah d most beautiful women in **** i REPEAT IN **** " and also this post "like it or not (country name) is a third world country, low value of (currency name), too many uneducated children, dirty, poor and lots of bribe"... and some other post.

hahahhahaha. again, i think you are just making yourself sound childish whereby according you profile you are born in 198* and you studied in University and you work in a ******, oppz no wonder la.. hahahha. sorry, no offend but you guys are just too childish with those kind of post.

be an adult and act like one. don't post things that are rubbish. now i understand why there is no more LOVE around us/the world. cause this world is full with people that is full of jealousy and hatred . Sorry to say that but that's the fact...

that's all i wanna say. thanks for reading and Congratulations to the Winner.

PEACE, No WAR....

Akhir Cerita Cinta (Cover) Mal & Zack

2011-09-07T10:09:00.000-07:00

Ivan Handojo "Pada Waktunya"

2011-08-11T04:17:00.000-07:00

You spend you life looking for
The one thing that makes it all
Worth all the tears that fall

Walking down on this road
Moving on, stepping forward
Although it's not that easy

Just keep holding on
Just keep pressing on
Just keep moving on

Ada waktu untuk menangis
Tuk tertawa
Tuk bertahan saja
Ada waktu untuk menunggu
Tuk percaya
Bahwa semua akan indah pada waktunya

lagu ini sangat bermakna, sangat menyentuh jiwa. Liriknya begitu kuat and membawa message yang kuat. Melody yang indah sememangnya sebuah lagu yang sudah pun menjadi favorite saya. Good job to pencipta lagu ini, penulis liriknya dan juga penyanyinya Ivan Hondojo.

Charice " Note to God " @ OPRAH

2011-08-05T01:50:00.000-07:00

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
and for peace to mend this world

I'd say
I'd say
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness
in our hearts

I'd say
I'd say
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No

We can't do it on our own

So
So

(Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue)
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No
(No) We can't do it on our own

(So)
So

If I wrote a note to God

Just For Laugh 7

2011-04-27T08:48:00.000-07:00

10 Things You Don’t Want To Hear Before Your Surgery
(Published by xblogger)

1 Don’t worry. I think it is sharp enough.

2 Nurse, did this patient sign the organs donation card?

3 Damn! Page 84 of the manual is missing!

4 Everybody stand back! I lost a contact lens!

5 Hand me that…uh…that uh…..thingy

6 Better save that. We’ll need it for the autopsy.

7 “Accept this sacrifice, o great lord of darkness”

8 Whoa, wait a minute, if this is his spleen, then what’s that?

9 “Ya know, there’s big money in kidneys. Hell, he’s got two of them”

10 What do you mean “You want a divorce?”

Just for laugh 6

2011-04-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

A blonde and a brunette are skydiving.The brunette jumps out the plane and pulls the cord -- nothing happens.She pulls the emergency cord and still nothing.The blonde finally jumps out of the plane and yells "Oh! So you wanna race, huh?"

Please be extra careful.....

2011-04-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

(P/S Receive this email few days ago and just want to share it with everyone...)

NAME CARDS

Please be careful.
Yesterday, I was at the Carrefour carpark after shopping and about to start the car engine. Suddenly, one man appeared holding a name card and asking me to wind down the window to give me the name card. I refused using the sign language but he kept on pestering. I was terrified and quickly started the engine and sped off. Fortunately, I locked the car doors immediately I got in...

Thank you for the warning email I received earlier.
Rgds,
May

P/S(May Receive this email from i dunno who la... ahhahaha)

Subject: NAME CARDS

Must Read and Please be careful out there !!

A man came over and offered his service as a painter to a female putting gas in her car and left his card. She said no, but accepted his card out of kindness and got in the car. The man then got into a car driven by another gentleman.

As the lady left the service station, she saw the men following her out of the station at the same time.
Almost immediately, she started to feel dizzy and could not catch her breath. She tried to open the window and realized that the odor was on her hand; the same hand which accepted the card from the gentleman at the gas station.

She then noticed the men were immediately behind her and she felt she needed to do something at that moment. She drove into the first driveway and began to honk her horn repeatedly to ask for help.The men drove away but the lady still felt pretty bad for several minutes after she could finally catch her breath. Apparently, there was a substance on the card that could have seriously injured her.

This drug is called 'BURUNDANGA'and it is used by people who wish to incapacitate a victim in order to steal from or take advantage of them.

This drug is four times more dangerous than the date rape drug and is transferable on simple cards.

So take heed and make sure you don't accept cards at any given time alone or from someone on the streets. This applies to those making house calls and slipping you a card when they offer their services .

What U think??!!

2011-04-21T11:04:00.000-07:00

Found this article in FB sbb one of my friend ditag dalam article ini. so i buka and tgk... and i'm annoyed by this fellow yg nak share2 benda ni. personally, i disagree with what he/she write. korang baca la dulu and fikir sendiri.

25 Senarai Perempuan Murahan Malaya
by ************************ (budak uiam) on Wednesday, April 20, 2011 at 11:47pm

1. Berambut perang..tak pun rambut kaler merah highlight sikit-sikit budget Avril

2. Kau pintal-pintal rambut kat public dengan lidah terjelir-jelir..kau nak jadi pornstar eh?

3. Snap gambar dari atas, buat duck face & kau upload kat Facebook..geli doh tengok..kalau 1 album nama kau, dalam tu semua muka itik kau. Muka penuh depan kamera..semuat-muat frame..bodoh

4. Kau rasa comel bila kau type message 'ewww..jum lepak..busyan lorh...umah tadew orang..pakwe gie maen futsal pulark..busyan busyan! T__T' macam shit kau tahu tak

5. Kau kerek bila kau makan kat fastfood ngan member-member kau..kau snap gamba sana-sini macam tempat tu tak de orang..annoying taek!

6. Kau pakai baju nampak lurah tetek kau pegi jalan-jalan kat bandar..kau seronok lah abang misai pandang pastu tulis kat facebook 'nyampah nyew adew abang misai usya-usya kitew..tark syukew tark syukew larh' Perosak bahasa sial.

7. Annoying doh tengok kau peluk laki or balak kau dekat public or shopping complex..kalau sangap sangat g rumah tumpangan RM30/nett

8. Kau pakai tudung tapi kau pakai jeans yang abang misai dari jauh boleh nampak shape bontot kau yang jatuh tu..lagi-lagi kalau lepas duduk, terselit 'celapong' (celah ponggong a.k.a pungkoq)

9. Macam shit bila kau tulis kat facebook yang kau tengah tension, tengah sakit perut, tengah happy..weh..asal time berak kau tak tulis sekali 'kitew tengah berak..syuke syuke ^__^'

10. Kau saje ubah-ubah relationship status kat facebook..kononnye kau ni macam best kejap Single, kejap in relation, kejap open..asal kau tak bubuh 'I am Lesbian'

11. Nyampah tahu tak kalau kau tak reti bawak barang shopping sendiri..padahal 2 3 plastik je..tu pun nak suruh balak kau..balak kau nyampah ok..bukan suka pun

12. Sikit-sikit kau ngadu kat member-member kau yang kau ada stalker kat kelas, kat office..konon kau tak tahu nak buat ape..ape doh perangai kau

13. Kau bisik-bisik ngan member kau yang duduk semeja..padahal dekat meja tu tengah lepak 4 5 orang

15. Bila kau lepak ngan member yang hot stuff, hensem-hensem, kool, kau tak pulak nak tegur member kau yang pakai tudung serabai plus muka berminyak 'she's not my friends..please lah'

16. Kau tenung-tenung mamat yang cam kool supaya mamat cam kool tu perasan kewujudan kau sambil buat muka tahi

17. Kau order makanan itu ini sebab gambar dekat menu cantik..tapi bila makan 3 4 sudu kau cakap tak sedap..lepas tu tak habis..lepas tu ngadu lapar..g makan kat tempat lain pulak..nak terajang muka kau siot

18. Kau tak pandai buat tu, buat ni..tanak pegang tu, pegang ni..alasan kau kotor, jijik..habis sapa yang nak buat kan?

19. Pakai tudung, baju kurung, manis..dalam wayang, dalam kereta, huih....bukan main sandar-sandar, peluk-peluk, ramas-ramas..baik tak payah pakai tu semua..selalu nampak kat highway

20. Kau cerewet..kena buat semua benda macam kau nak..kalau tak sama macam kau nak, kau angin, kau merajuk, kau marah..cuba kalau kau buat kerja yang orang cerewet macam kau..muncung je mulut kau

21. Kau merajuk ngan mak kau, kau merajuk ngan bapak kau, pakwe pun buat taek ngan kau..kau ngamok, marah, benci & merajuk..last-last kau decide kau bunuh diri..terjun dr bumbung Pavi..tapi tak mati pun..silap-silap kena buang keluarga..lagi shit hidup kau

22. Lepak ngan sekutu gediks kau ketawa kuat kuat, buat onar..masing masing dressed up fancy nak mampos. Skali awek pakai tudung litup melintas korang pakat usya atas bawah atas bawah ramai2. pandangan jijik like 'eww she dont have style..yucks' emang gud gud la kau

23. Mekap tebal ala ala mak ayam..atas mata tu dah macam pelangi..tambah plak bulu mata palsu..klip pah kip pah mata tu dah macam berus cat..kelopak mata tak larat nak angkat..cam sial.. satu level ngan bapok belakang lorong haji taib..

24. Pakai baju sikit lagi nak 6pak puting..lengan himpit tetek bagi terkepit..konon nak bagi nampak lurah lebih menonjol pastuh snap gamba dari atas supaya nampak yg dalam baju tu... buat pulak muka bersyahwat sambil lidah terkeluar.. what the hell..saje menambah bilangan owang laki masuk narakka jahanam

25. Kau buat facebook ni macam medan memperagakan diri..kau upload beribu ribu gamba muka kau je sampai 10 album.. bila ade org puji kau jawab 'ala shayer tark syomel pown..beshe beshe jew' nyampah siot
credit to penebukkertas @ i-share.ws

P/s org yg tulis ni, ingat dia tu HAKIM ke? suka suki nak menghakimi org lain...

Just for Laugh 5

2011-02-20T02:25:00.000-08:00

A man buys a lie detector robot that slaps people who lie.
He decides to test it at dinner.
DAD: Son, where were you today during school hours?
SON: At school*Robot slaps Son*
SON: OK,I went to the movies.
DAD: Which one?
SON: Toy Story*Robot slaps son again*
SON: OK, it was Day with a Porn Star.
DAD: WHAT? When I was your age I didn't even know what porn was!*Robot slaps Dad*
MOM: HAHA! After all he's your son.*Robot slaps mom*

Just for Laugh 4

2011-02-20T02:23:00.000-08:00

3 men were drunk,they stopped a taxi.
The taxi driver figured that they were drunk,he just switched on the engine & switched it off & told them, 'we ve arrived'.
The 1st guy gave him money, 2nd guy said thanks, but the 3rd guy slapped him.
The taxi driver was stunned coz he was hoping that none of them must ve realized that the car didn't move an inch.
So he asked,what was that for? Control ur speed next time,u almost killed us.

Just for Laugh 3

2011-02-20T02:20:00.000-08:00

The teacher called on Johnny to solve the next question.
"There are 3 ducks sitting on a fence", she said,
"and the farmer comes out and shoots one of them.
How many are still on the fence?.
Johnny thinks a second and says "none".
The Teacher asked him how he figured that.
"Well, he said, when the farmer shot the first duck, the noise scared the other 2 and they flew away".
The teacher said "That's not really the answer I was looking for but I like your thinking".
Then Johnny says "Now can I ask you one?".
The teacher said okay.
Johnny says "There are 3 women with an ice cream cone in their hands.
One is chewing it, one is biting it and one is licking it.
Which one is married?.
The teacher says, "Why, the one that's licking it"
to which Johnny answered "Wrong.
It's the one with the wedding ring on, but I like your thinking..."

Just for Laugh 2

2011-02-20T02:18:00.001-08:00

This blonde cop stops a blonde driver and asks for identification.
The blonde driver looks all around in her purse and can’t find her license.
“I must have left it at home, officer.”
“Well, do you have any kind of identification on you?” asks the cop.
The blonde takes out a pocket mirror and says,
“I do have this picture of me.”
“Let me see it,” says the cop.
She holds up the mirror and looks in it.
Then she says, “Sorry. If I had known you were a police officer,
I wouldn’t have stopped you.”

Just for laugh 1

2011-02-20T02:12:00.000-08:00

A brunette goes to the doctor, and says,
"Doctor I'm hurting all over my body."
"That's odd", replied the doctor, "Show me what you mean"
So the girl takes her finger and pokes her elbow, and screams in pain. S
he touches her knee and cries in agony and so on.
The doctor says, "You're not a natural brunette are you?"
"No I'm a blonde", she replies.
"I thought so.... your finger is broken.", replies the doctor.

Johns Hopkins Update

2011-02-11T01:40:00.000-08:00

AFTER YEARS OF TELLING PEOPLE CHEMOTHERAPY IS THE ONLY WAY TO TRY ('TRY', BEING THE KEY WORD) TO ELIMINATE CANCER, JOHNS HOPKINS IS FINALLY STARTING TO TELL YOU THERE IS AN ALTERNATIVE WAY .
Cancer Update from Johns Hopkins :

1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer
cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have
multiplied to a few billion. When doctors tell cancer patients
that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after
treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the
cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable
size.

2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a
person's lifetime.

3. When the person's immune system is strong the cancer
cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and
forming tumors.

4. When a person has cancer it indicates the person has
nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic,
but also to environmental, food and lifestyle factors.

5. To overcome the multiple nutritional deficiencies, changing
diet to eat more adequately and healthy, 4-5 times/day

and by including supplements will strengthen the immune system.

6. Chemotherapy involves poisoning the rapidly-growing
cancer cells and also destroys rapidly-growing healthy cells
in the bone marrow, gastrointestinal tract etc, and can
cause organ damage, like liver, kidneys, heart, lungs etc.

7.. Radiation while destroying cancer cells also burns, scars
and damages healthy cells, tissues and organs.

8. Initial treatment with chemotherapy and radiation will often
reduce tumor size. However prolonged use of
chemotherapy and radiation do not result in more tumor
destruction.

9. When the body has too much toxic burden from
chemotherapy and radiation the immune system is either
compromised or destroyed, hence the person can succumb
to various kinds of infections and complications.

10. Chemotherapy and radiation can cause cancer cells to
mutate and become resistant and difficult to destroy.
Surgery can also cause cancer cells to spread to other
sites.

11. An effective way to battle cancer is to starve the cancer
cells by not feeding it with the foods it needs to multiply.

*CANCER CELLS FEED ON:

a. Sugar substitutes like NutraSweet, Equal, Spoonful, etc are made
with Aspartame and it is harmful. A better natural substitute
would be Manuka honey or molasses, but only in very small
amounts. Table salt has a chemical added to make it white in
color Better alternative is Bragg's aminos or sea salt.

B. Milk causes the body to produce mucus, especially in the
gastro-intestinal tract. Cancer feeds on mucus. By cutting
off milk and substituting with unsweetened soy milk cancer
cells are being starved.

c. Cancer cells thrive in an acid environment. A meat-based
diet is acidic and it is best to eat fish, and a little other meat,

like chicken. Meat also contains livestock
antibiotics, growth hormones and parasites, which are all
harmful, especially to people with cancer.

d. A diet made of 80% fresh vegetables and juice, whole
grains, seeds, nuts and a little fruits help put the body into
an alkaline environment. About 20% can be from cooked
food including beans. Fresh vegetable juices provide live
enzymes that are easily absorbed and reach down to
cellular levels within 15 minutes to nourish and enhance
growth of healthy cells. To obtain live enzymes for building
healthy cells try and drink fresh vegetable juice (most
vegetables including bean sprouts) and eat some raw
vegetables 2 or 3 times a day. Enzymes are destroyed at
temperatures of 104 degrees F (40 degrees C)..

e. Avoid coffee, tea, and chocolate, which have high
caffeine Green tea is a better alternative e and has cancer
fighting properties. Water-best to drink purified water, or
filtered, to avoid known toxins and heavy metals in tap
water. Distilled water is acidic, avoid it.

12. Meat protein is difficult to digest and requires a lot of
digestive enzymes. Undigested meat remaining in the
intestines becomes putrefied and leads to more toxic
buildup.

13. Cancer cell walls have a tough protein covering. By
refraining from or eating less meat it frees more enzymes
to attack the protein walls of cancer cells and allows the
body's killer cells to destroy the cancer cells.

14. Some supplements build up the immune system
(IP6, Flor-ssence, Essiac, anti-oxidants, vitamins, minerals,
EFAs etc.) to enable the bodies own killer cells to destroy
cancer cells.. Other supplements like vitamin E are known
to cause apoptosis, or programmed cell death, the body's
normal method of disposing of damaged, unwanted, or
unneeded cells.

15. Cancer is a disease of the mind, body, and spirit.
A proactive and positive spirit will help the cancer warrior
be a survivor. Anger, un-forgiveness and bitterness put
the body into a stressful and acidic environment. Learn to
have a loving and forgiving spirit. Learn to relax and enjoy
life.

16. Cancer cells cannot thrive in an oxygenated
environment. Exercising daily, and deep breathing help to
get more oxygen down to the cellular level. Oxygen
therapy is another means employed to destroy cancer
cells.

1. No plastic containers in micro.

2. No water bottles in freezer.

3. No plastic wrap in microwave..

Johns Hopkins has recently sent this out in its newsletters. This information is being circulated at Walter Reed Army Medical Center as well. Dioxin chemicals cause cancer, especially breast cancer. Dioxins are highly poisonous to the cells of our bodies. Don't freeze your plastic bottles with water in them as this releases dioxins from the plastic. Recently, Dr Edward Fujimoto, Wellness Program Manager at Castle Hospital , was on a TV program to explain this health hazard. He talked about dioxins and how bad they are for us. He said that we should not be heating our food in the microwave using plastic containers. This especially applies to foods that contain fat. He said that the combination of fat, high heat, and plastics releases dioxin into the food and ultimately into the cells of the body. Instead, he recommends using glass, such as Corning Ware, Pyrex or ceramic containers for heating food. You get the same results, only without the dioxin. So such things as TV dinners, instant ramen and soups, etc., should be removed from the container and heated in something else. Paper isn't bad but you don't know what is in the paper. It's just safer to use tempered glass, Corning Ware, etc. He reminded us that a while ago some of the fast food restaurants moved away from the foam containers to paper The dioxin problem is one of the reasons.
Please share this with your whole email list..........................

Also, he pointed out that plastic wrap, such as Saran, is just as dangerous when placed over foods to be cooked in the microwave. As the food is nuked, the high heat causes poisonous toxins to actually melt out of the plastic wrap and drip into the food. Cover food with a paper towel instead.

This is an article that should be sent to anyone important in your life

Rainy Days

2011-01-30T21:54:00.000-08:00

Rain rain rain
Pouring down from the sky
Pain pain pain
In my heart

Rain rain rain
Stop it now before I drown
Cause I can’t take it anymore.

And now I close my eyes and wish,
That you are here with me today,
Together, we dream the dream we dreamed.
But now I’m here alone today,
Cause it was raining yesterday
Today, the rains keep pouring down.

Rain rain rain
Go away and let it shine.
Wind wind wind,
Keep blowing hard.

Rain rain rain
I got to go to take her back
Cause I’ve been missing someone that I love.

Cause I’ve been missing
(I’m sure she miss me to)
That I love

Jaclyn Victor - Cinta Tiada Akhirnya Live

2011-01-27T08:30:00.000-08:00

Kuyakin cinta ku ini
Tak bisa melangkah pergi
Kaku berdiri disini
Menanti lafaz kasihmu
Biar kau akui dan aku kekasihmu

Gelora asmara tika bersama
Bunga mekar seluruh semestanya
Mimpi indah kita bintang bewarna
Janji setia kita
Selama di taman cinta

Cinta tiada akhirnya
Membara kekal ke syurgamu
Tak usah kau raguiku
Sayangku dengarkan kasih
Aku milikmu selamanya
Percayalah

Kasih antara kita
Tercipta abadinya
Tak mungkin memisahkan aku dan dia
Ukir namu dalam
Cintamu selamanya
Biar semarakkan kasihmu
Selalu………..

Afgan Bawalah Cintaku

2011-01-19T07:39:00.000-08:00

Sumpah tak ada lagi
Kesempatan untuk ku
Bisa bersamamu
Kini ku tau
Bagaimana cara ku
Untuk dapat trus denganmu

Bawalah pergi cintaku
Pada ke mana pun kau mau
Jadikan temanmu
Temanmu paling kau cinta
Di sini ku pun begitu
Trus cintaimu di hidupku
Di dalam hatiku
Sampai waktu yang pertemukan
Kita nanti

2011-01-14T03:53:00.001-08:00

just for laugh...good exercise.

Confusing Chinese Names

Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?

Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.

Caller : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!

Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?

Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.

Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?

Caller : Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one)has involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one)got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.

Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgen t matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!

Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?

Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).

Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!!

AJL25 Dipertikaikan??!!

2011-01-09T08:19:00.000-08:00

Keputusan AJL25

Vocal terbaik: Hafiz AF8 "Noktah Cinta"

Persembahan terbaik: Faizal Tahir "Hanyut"

Tempat ke3: Hafiz Af8 "Noktah Cinta"

Tempat ke2: MUH & Black "Drama King"

Anugerah Juara Lagu25: Ana Raffali "Tolong Ingatkan Aku"

AJL tahun ni idak seperti tahun-tahun lepas kerana ramai finalis AJL25 merupakan bakat bakat baru dalam industri tanah air kita dan juga penggiat seni independent.

Penyanyi penyanyi dari program realiti juga mendominasi dalam senarai finalis AJL25 tahun ini dan antaranya merupakan Faizal Tahir OIAM1, Tomok OIAM3, Stacy AF6, Hafiz AF7, Shahir dan Adira AF8 dan Black Mentor3.

Selain daripada itu, band band dan penyanyi Indi juga mendominasi dalam AJL25 kali ini dan antaranya ialah MUH, API. Hujan, Bunkface, Yuna dan Ana Raffali.

Keputusan AJL25 telah pun diketahui pada Ahad lalu, namun sejurus selepas keputusan diumumkan, ramai yang tidak puas hati dengan kemenangan Ana Raffali. ini bukanlah pendapat diri saya sendiri namun ternyata jelas di laman Facebook dan Twitter kerana ramai yang "post" rasa tidak puas hati mereka tentang kemenangan lagu "Toong Ingatkan Aku" ciptaan dan nyanyian Ana Raffali.

Memandangkan ramai yang memberi pendapat dorg, so i pun nak BUZY BODY la nak comment tentang kemenangan Ana Raffali ini. Secara peribadi saya mula meminati lagu ini bila mendengar lagu ini semasa Semi Final 2 AJL25 pada bulan NOV yang lalu dan itulah pertama kali saya mendengar dan bersua muka dengan Ana juga.

Di ruangan ini saya sememangnya DIE HARD FANs FT namun saya tetap berpuas hati dengan keputusan juri kerna lagu "Tolong ingatkan aku" sememangnya layak untuk memenangi AJL25. Saya berpendapat demikian kerana saya lebih kepada penyokong industri tanah air dan tidaklah adil jika saya mempertikaikan kemenangan Ana Raffali kerna saya meminati FT atau Yuna atau MUH.

Yang peliknya, ramai yang mempertikaikan kemenangan lagu ini. Kenapa nak mempertikaikan?? Saya yakin dan percaya yang lagu ini ada keunikan dia tersendiri dan menepati piawaian AJL25 dan sebab itulah dia layak untuk menang.

Pendapat saya even kalau Dato' Siti ikut tanding pun, kalau dia menang, conform ramai yang tak puas hati juga sbb ada yang akan menyatakan "Asyik asyik Dato Siti yang menang".

So sekarang Ana Raffali dan menang, juga dipertikaikan. Kenapa? (tepuk dada, tanyalah selera....)

Di sini saya ingin menyatakan bahawa, jika kita mempertikaikan kemenagan Ana Raffali, bermaksud kita mempertikaikan keputusan para juri. Jika kita tidak menyokong dan terus mendorong penggiat seni tempatan, siapa lagi yang akan berbuat demikian. Oleh itu, fikir fikirkanlah....

Sekian, IKHLAS dan JUJUR

King Of Anything - Sara Bareilles

2011-01-04T06:23:00.000-08:00

"Just A Dream" by Nelly - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

2011-01-04T06:21:00.000-08:00

"Replay" - Iyaz

2011-01-04T06:18:00.000-08:00

Marc Anthony My Baby You

2011-01-02T07:50:00.000-08:00

JOKE!!

2010-11-19T02:50:00.000-08:00

Nothing against s'porean, its just a joke...

Miss USA, miss MALAYSIA and miss SINGAPORE are being asked 3 simple questions:

it is the final round of the miss universe pageant and 3 finalist miss USA, miss Malaysia, and miss Singapore

MC= The first question is name me an electrical appliance starting with ' L'

Miss USA: Lamp

Miss Malaysia: Light bulb

Miss Singapore: LADIO

JUDGE: no, no, RADIO does not start with the letter "L'

MC: I am going to give you 3 more chances, now, name me an animal starting with the letter "L'

Miss USA: lion

Miss Malaysia: leopard

Miss Singapore: LABBIT

JUDGE: no, no, no!

MC: your next chance. the name of a famous car the starts with 'L'

Miss USA: Lexus

Miss Malaysia: Lamborgini

Miss Singapore: Lolls- LOYCE

JUDGE: OH MY GOD!!!

MC: I am going to give you one last chance! name me a fruit starting with the letter 'L'

Miss USA: Lemon

Miss Malaysia: Lychee

Miss Singapore: With full of confidence, smiles and SAYS: LIEWLIAN!!! (DURIAN)

The is not the end of the story, the judge consulted the board of judges to determine if MISS SINGAPORE should really be disqualified, and they dicided that since MISS SINGAPORE was having so many PROBLEMS with the letter 'L'.

So they decided to give HER another chance:

JUDGE: OK, the final question is: Name me a human ANATOMY starting with the letter 'L'

Miss USA: Lung (applause)

Miss Malaysia: Liver ( even more applause)

Miss Singapore: LAN CIAU!!!!!!!

THE JUDGES FAINTED...!

to be with you - David Archuleta

2010-11-12T08:40:00.000-08:00

I've been alone so many nights now,
And I've been waitin' for the stars to fall.
I keep holdin' out for what I don't know
To be with you, just to be with you.

So here I am staring at the moon tonight,
Wondering how you look in this light.
Maybe you're somewhere thinkin' about me too.
To be with you, there's nothing I wouldn't do.

And I can't imagine two worlds spinnin' apart
Come together eventually..

And when we finally meet, I'll know it's right.
I'll be at the end of my restless road.
But this journey, it was worth the fight.
To be with you, just to be...

Holding you for the very first time, never letting go.
What I wouldn't give to feel that way...
Ooohh...

Oh, to be with you...

Oh, and I can't imagine two worlds spinnin' apart
Come together eventually.

And when you're standin' here in front of me,
That's when I know that God does exist.
'Cause He will have answered every single prayer.
To be with you, just to be with you, yeah.
You....

Again and again

2010-11-06T22:28:00.000-07:00

it's been quite awhile since the last time i wrote and compose a new song. the previous post is just another new lyrics "Gelap" without any melody. so this new number is an acoustic number and called "Again and Again". (really hopping that i can play my guitar well so that i can post all my songs but i'm such a bad player. so have to wait for someone to play for me... hehehhe)

Again and again you hurt me again.

Again and again you’re running away.

Again and again we’re fighting again.

Again and again I cry all alone.

Again and again you make me a fool.

Again and again you tell me lie.

Again and again I shut myself down

Again and again I’m hurting again.

Again and again I let myself down.

Again and again it’s because of you.

Again and I again I explain again.

And again and again, you didn’t understand.

Hampir ke situ

2010-11-01T06:29:00.000-07:00

aku sadar bukan mudah

untuk mengejar mimpi indah

pernah suatu ketika dulu ku punya

harapan besar

kini aku tak pasti

dapatkah ku miliki

sudah jauh kita temu

kekalkanlah impian lalu

mungkin ada hikmah yg akan menunggu di penghujung jalan

biar nanti kecewa

setidak-tidaknya cuba

korus

jika halangan menduga

perjalanan kita

janganlah kau putus asa

kerna ku ada di sisi

setia menemani

andai semangat mu gugur

genggamlah tanganku

kita hampir ke situ

adakala ku terasa

ketabahan tak setegah

tetapi apakan andainya

berhenti separuh jalan

percayalah padaku

aku yakin kita mampu

Gelap

2010-10-25T21:05:00.000-07:00

Saat ku pejam mata,

hanya wajahmu yang .

saat ku buka mata,

tiada lagi dirimu

tiada lagi wajahmu.

begitu sulit bagiku,

tuk hidup tanpamu.

Duniaku gelap tiada mentari

saat kau jalan tinggalkan diriku.

duniaku gelap tiada bererti

segalanya gelap,

tiada cahaya cintamu..

saat ku langkah

tinggalkan kenangan lalu.

saat ku pergi tinggalkan semuanya

tetap sendirian

tiada cahaya cintamu.

begitu sulit bagiku,

tuk hidup tanpamu.

Duniaku gelap tiada mentari

saat kau jalan tinggalkan diriku.

duniaku gelap tiada bererti

segalanya gelap,

tiada cahaya cintamu..

begitu gelap duniaku,

ku berdoa agar ku kan temu,

cahaya cinta yang kan menyinari

duniaku yang gelap....

*setelah sekian lama tak menghasilkan lirik, at last berjaya menghasilkan satu. ini pun diinspirasi oleh keadaan classroom yang gelap sbb classmate i presentation.. hahhahahah....

btw, dah lama tak update blog, sememangnya sesuai ngan last update i "need a break"...

need a break.

2010-09-08T04:20:00.000-07:00

I've been in KL for 3 years and in this 3 years I've experience alot especially in performing arts line. sometimes i LOVE it, sometimes i LIKE it, sometimes i ok ok, sometimes i HATE it but LOVE it in the end and sometimes i HATE it and still HATTING it until it is over.

i never give up in performing arts but sometimes i felt like giving up but it is my passion that makes me continuing on.

1st experience is in UniTAR Idol as the contestants, then some shows along the way till now in Uni. then also some reality show auditions. Then some theater come alongside and followed by musical, then dance, choirs and etc etc etc. I LOVE it all and all of it, i have to give my all for it.

My time, my money, myself and my talent... that is all i have to give. sometimes i sacrifice almost everything, every penny i have for it but most of the time i only gain nothing but experience. i don't mind bout it but i'm just sick and tired it now.

all i need now is a break and i'll be back soon.

singing, acting, dancing, emceeing, and all things to do with performance is in my blood... i won't be long but i promise that i'll be back. A better me will come, and you will see more fire in it, more fierce in it....

CHOwwww!!!

P/S Sorry but i need a break..!!

Stacie Orrico - Don't Ask Me To Stay (Beautiful Awakening)

2010-09-07T09:14:00.000-07:00

"Don't Ask Me To Stay"

Baby...
Its not the arguments
It aint the time we spent
I never worry bout who youre with or where you been
You take good care of me
I really should but please
I know you probably wont believe its not you, babe its me

I dont know why
I dont love you anymore
And though i try
Its just not like it was before
I wish that I
Had reason to be mad at you
Then maybe I would not feel bad for leavin you

[CHORUS]
You may not like what i have got to say
Baby i cant do this no other way
My feelings for you boy just aint the same
Make this easy please
Dont ask me to stay
Please dont say you love me
I know you do
Dont know why im not still in love with you
My feelings for you boy just aint the same
Make this easy please
Dont ask me to stay

Baby its life itself
You know how these things go
Maybe ive just grown out of you
Maybe we'll never know
I know sometimes ill miss you
This may just be my loss
Though it may not seem that way
Maybe we are better off

I dont know why
I dont love you anymore
And though i try
Its just not like it was before
I wish that I
Had reason to be mad at you
Then maybe I would not feel bad for leavin you

[CHORUS]

I dont wanna live a lie no more
How can I stay and not be sure
I wanna be with you
And I think you need to know the truth

[CHORUS x2]

Ohh stay, baby I cant stay
I dont know why

P/S: this song is for you and you know who you are. told you once, told you twice and hope you will enjoy this song...

Where are you?

2010-08-27T08:53:00.000-07:00

Our Love is fading into the shadow of our story.
The colorful rainbow has turned grey,
the red rose died as the sun dimmed by the dark clouds in the sky...

Where is the strong wind?
Where is the shining hot sun?
Where is the rain?
Where is the Love?

Wind wind,
please blow,
come and blow away the dark cloud that is blocking all the sun light.

Sun sun,
please shine.
Shine your sun light on the earth so that the earth fills with light.

Rain rain,
please rain.
wet the dry ground and give us life.

Love love,
please stay.
don't fade into the shadow of our story,
don't leave your footprint behind,
please,
i'm begging you.

Our Love is fading into the shadow of our story.
The colorful rainbow has turned grey,
the red rose died as the sun dimmed by the dark clouds in the sky...

where are you?
where are you?

Agnes Monica - Karena Ku Sanggup LIVE (Grand Final Indonesian Idol 2010)

2010-08-25T04:31:00.000-07:00

Biar aku sentuhmu berikanku rasa itu
Pelukmu yang dulu pernah buatku
Ku tak bisa paksamu tuk tinggal di sisiku
Walau kau yang selalu sakiti aku dengan perbuatanmu
Namun sudah kau pergilah jangan kau sesali

Reff:
Karena ku sanggup walau ku tak mau
Berdiri sendiri tanpamu
Aku mau kau tak usah ragu tinggalkan aku
Kalau memang harus begitu

Tak yakin ku kan mampu hapus rasa sakitku
Ku selalu perjuangkan cinta kita namun apa salahku
Hingga ku tak layak dapatkan kesungguhanmu

Marcos Hernandez, The Way I Do

2010-08-25T04:30:00.000-07:00

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do
[x2]

Craziest Moment in MY Life (so far till 21st August 2010))

2010-08-20T21:37:00.000-07:00

OK, will story to all of you what I've done on the 20th August that makes me so CRAZY till this CRAZY stuff come along.

(Rojak Language)

Mula-mula, i keluar ngan cell group member to Mid Valley Mega Mall to jalan jalan je la. So end up watching Movie -Despicable me 3D- pastu makan-makan je la before and after the movie. But that is not the CRAZY stuffs that i do la. So reach Mid Valley around 5pm and balik around 10.

the story starts here....

so tunggu bus kat mid ni tak sampai2 la bus yang ditunggu tunggu ni. My friends semua dah balik da cause semua different direction kan... so tunggu la sampai la 1jam d sana... OMG, i dah panic da but stay cool.

so i pun buat keputusan untuk naik bus ke stesen university untuk tunggu bus d sana pula la cause bus yg i tunggu ada lalu stesen sana. sampai sana around 11:10min... so tunggu la tunggu, bus tak sampai-sampai juga. memang dah panic la cause dah 11:30 dah. last bus 12pm. so i pun risk myself ambil LRT balik kelana jaya hopping ada bus balik Damansara d sana la.

reach Kelana Jaya at 1145, bus pun Xda. check2 wallet, duit tinggal RMX.XX je, so nak naik cab pun tak sampai ruma. tension, tension..... Pastu, ada la kawan i ni boleh tolong i but kena tunggu la.... Waaaaaaaaaa, tension nya tunggu sbb sorg2 dan d tepi high way tu. i tunggu dari la jam 11:45 tu sampai jam 1:45 dia tak samapi-sampai lagi... aduh..!! stress.!! Stress!!

(well kawan, if you are reading this, i tak marah atau merajok atau apa la, saja nak share story d sini. nama dirahsiakan, dan u dah dimaafkan... (^____^) )

so memandangkan jam dah menunjukkan 1:45am, so i semakin STRESS..!! well, daripada menunggu dan tak tahu bila agaknya keretanya muncul di depan mata, so i pun naik la BUS NO11 balik ruma (JALAN KAKI LA Tuuuuuuu)...

well, bayangkan jalan kaki dari Kelana Jaya ke Pelangi Damansara.... wahhhh, hebatnyaaaa aku ho.. not bad. but maybe someone out there yang pernah jalan lebih jauh, i don't know. but saja nak share experience. wahahahahhaha.

Perjalanan mengambil masa 1 jam 30min la (kalau driving dah sampaiiii, eerrrmmmmm tak taw la mana. hehehhee). sepanjang perjalanan ada nmpk ular yg mati dilanggar kereta depan One Utama (GELiiiii nyaaaaa....), pastu ada MAT MOTO ni buat Hal... (Panic jugaa..!!), but at last sampai rumah dengan selamat juga.

Thank God..!!! Amen..!!

Sekian Story for today...

(^_____^)

JUST for LAUGH

2010-08-13T04:23:00.000-07:00

Najib dan Ziana membawa anak lelaki mereka yang berusia 6 tahun ke klinik. Walaupun pada mulanya agak malu dan segan,

akhirnya mereka membuka mulut juga menceritakan kebimbangan mereka tentang kemaluan anak mereka yang agak kecil berbanding kanak-kanak lain yang sebayanya.

Selepas melakukan pemeriksaan, doktor berkata,

"beri makan telur separuh masak setiap pagi. Lama-lama besarlah tu."

Besok pagi, apabila anak lelaki mereka hendak bersarapan, terkejutlah dia melihat ada 10 biji telur di meja makan.

"Telur ni untuk saya ke mak?", tanya si anak.

"Engkau makan dua biji saja. Yang lain tu untuk ayah kau punye", kata emaknya.....

ahak..ahak..ahak... JUST FOR LAUGH... (^____^)

Dads Blessings

2010-08-13T00:42:00.000-07:00

young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angry, he raised his voice to his father and said "With all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care of things. When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart. He began to search through his father's important papers and saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. And as he did, a car key dropped from the back of the Bible. It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words PAID IN FULL. How many times do we miss Spirit's blessings and answers to our prayers because they do not arrive exactly as we have expected? TODAY'S's affirmation: "Today I look beyond the obvious and allow miracles to be created in my life."

Pampered myself

2010-08-11T07:44:00.000-07:00

on the 8th August, after the headache in PC fair. i go and pamper myself by having my favorite food at Secret Recipe which is Beef Lasagna and an Ice blended Chocolate with whipped cream.... hahahahha

I LOVE LAGSAGNA & ICE BLENDED CHOCOLATE (^____^)

PC Fair KLCC 2010

2010-08-09T03:55:00.000-07:00

Ni nak crita sikit sal PC fair d KLCC. Lucu la juga crita PC fair ni... Selama 3 tahun ddk d KL ni, ni first time i g PC fair dan sorg2 pula tu. Nak cari tempat tu tak susah la dan memang dah dapat imagine ramai orang but tempat tu penuh dengan manusia lebih dari yang i bayangkan.

FYI: I tak suke sanagt g tempat yang ramai2 macam tu terutamanya kalau nak i nak beli barang.

OMG..!! Ramainya manusia d tempat itu.. pening kepala aku melihat. sebab terlalu ramai manusia, aku tukar fikiran. mulanya nak beli barang2 untuk laptop i la macam cooler baru, mouse, skin laptop baru, beg laptop baru but since orang orang yang datang terlalu ramai, i give up la.... baik i beli time biasa-biasa sbb I DONT LIKE PC FAIR..!! hahahah... no offend untuk yang suka PC fair ni. rela menghabiskan lebih banyak duit daripada beli barang2 tu dengan murah tapi menyasak dengan ramai orang dan macam macam bau...

one more thing, i kesian sangat tgk cleaner PC fair tu sbb memang banyak sampah sampah yang dibuang merata rata. for me, klu tak nak beli pun, tangan penuh dengan brochure pun, jangan la buang suka hati. tong sampah kan ada. buanglah d tempat yang sepatutnya.... aduh, Manusia, manusia.... hehehheheh

tu la al-keesahnya tentang PC fair. saje nak share pengalaman aku d PC Fair yang "Best" sangat tu... hehehheheh...

Nadiku Sabhi Saddi

2010-08-09T01:08:00.000-07:00

Suara kisah kita
Yang sehalus sahutan di mata
Segala norma yang melena ku
Pada aroma syurga kita

Nan syahdu cinta menunggu
Sayunya kerna air matamu

Nadiku bagaikan berlagu
Nantimu hentikan apa berlaku padamu
Yang ku temu
Hadirmu sambutlah damba dakapanku

Suria kasih kita
Yang berbisik gerimis serinya
Seindah frasa yang damaikanku
Walau sezarah air mata

Biar ku kucup wajahmu
Leburkan saja ia padaku

Yuna - Cinta Sempurna

2010-08-09T00:40:00.000-07:00

Aku manusia lemah
Selalu terjatuh
Berbeda aku darimu
Kau berdiri teguh
Aku serba tiada
Aku kekurangan
Dan bila kau tiba aku hilang dari kewujudan
Sempurnanya sifatmu
Telusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesbrnmu
Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku
tak mampu tuk memnaggung sebuah cinta sempurna
Darimu
Darimu ohhh
Darimu ohhhh
Bukan aku tak pernah
Mengerti dirmu
ku sanjung setiap kata cinta kau berikan aku
Hilangkan rasa itu
Akhirkankan semua
Dan bila kau sedar
Aku hilang dari kewujudan
Ohhh
Sempurnanya sifatmu
Telusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesbrnmu
Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku
Tak mampu tuk menanggung sebuah cinta sempurna darimu
Darimu ohhh
Darimu ohhhh

I cry - Shayne ward

2010-08-05T09:32:00.001-07:00

"I Cry"

You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad

You need to let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl)
I'll never be over you

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If I could have you back tomorrow
If I could lose the pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

I cry - Shayne ward

2010-08-05T09:32:00.000-07:00

The 'Middle Wife' by an Anonymous 2nd grade teacher

2010-08-03T23:33:00.000-07:00

I've been teaching now for about fifteen years. I have two kids myself,but the best birth story I know is the one I saw in my own second grade classroom a few years back.

When I was a kid, I loved show-and-tell. So I always have a few sessions with my students. It helps them get over shyness and usually,

show-and-tell is pretty tame. Kids bring in pet turtles, model airplanes, pictures of fish they catch, stuff like that. And I never, ever place any boundaries or limitations on them. If they want to lug it in to school and talk about it, they're welcome.

Well, one day this little girl, Erica, a very bright, very outgoing kid, takes her turn and waddles up to the front of the class with a pillow stuffed under her sweater.

She holds up a snapshot of an infant. 'This is Luke, my baby brother, and I'm going to tell you about his birthday.'

'First, Mom and Dad made him as a symbol of their love, and then Dad put a seed in my Mom's stomach, and Luke grew in there. He ate for nine months through an umbrella cord.'

She's standing there with her hands on the pillow, and I'm trying not to laugh and wishing I had my camcorder with me. The kids are watching her in amazement.

'Then, about two Saturdays ago, my Mom starts saying and going, 'Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh!' Erica puts a hand behind her back and groans. 'She walked around the house for, like an hour, 'Oh, oh, oh!' (Now this kid is doing a

hysterical duck walk and groaning.)

' My Dad called the middle wife. She delivers babies, but she doesn't have a sign on the car like the Domino's man. They got my Mom to lie down in bed like this.' (Then Erica lies down with her back against the wall.)

'And then, pop! My Mom had this bag of water she kept in there in case he got thirsty, and it just blew up and spilled all over the bed, like psshhheew!' (This kid has her legs spread with her little hands mimicking water flowing away. It was too much!)

'Then the middle wife starts saying 'push, push,' and 'breathe, breathe.

They started counting, but never even got past ten. Then, all of a sudden, out comes my brother. He was covered in yucky stuff that they all said it was from Mom's play-center, (placenta) so there must be a lot of toys inside there. When he got out, the middle wife spanked him for crawling up in there.'

Then Erica stood up, took a big theatrical bow and returned to her seat.

I'm sure I applauded the loudest. Ever since then, when it's show-and-tell day, I bring my camcorder, just in case another ' Middle Wife' comes along.

Now you have two choices...laugh and close this page or pass this along to someone else to spread the laughs. I know what I did!!!

Live every day as if it is your LAST chance to make someone happy!!!!

Taxi

2010-08-01T07:12:00.000-07:00

What is Taxi?

-an automobile with a professional driver which can be

hired to carry passengers;

-a car driven by a person whose job is to take passengers

where they want to go in exchange for money

source taken from http://www.dictionary.net/taxi

-a car driven by a person whose job is to take passengers

where they want to go in exchange for money

source: wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn

so basically taxi is a CAR that takes PEOPLE to where

THEY want TO GO in EXCHANGE for MONEY....

which mean no matter it is 1km or 100km as long as we pay them....

the problem here in MALAYSIA is that the taxi driver

TAK TAHU job description DORG... hahhahaha...

sorry for the rojak language i use. well, not all of them,

but most of them don't know what is their job scope and description.

Why i feel like posting this out on my blog is because

i encounter with a taxi driver that reluctant to drive me to

the destination that i want because he said that the place

i want to go is too near and it is in walking distance. Can't he see that it is raining.

FYI : if it is not raining, i will sure walk back my apartment.

so i tell him that it is raining (i assume that he doesn't know how

to differentiate between raining and not raining

till i have to tell him that it is raining).

and he ask me how much i'm going to pay for the fare? (with sarcastic tone)

i was amaze (as if) by his question and his tone.

so i answer with a smile and said :

"I'm NOT GOING TO PAY YOU" and bang the door....

i think it is so foolish for him to ask that question to me

and such a waste of time talking to him.

hahahhah.. and he make me miss another taxi....

WHAT>>!! hahahhhahahha

how i wish i answer HIM "I'm going to pay you 10Cent"

hahahhahhahaha..... well, i can use this if i encounter another

driver like him....

well he is driving HWC 3519 a white blue color taxi....

just wanna share my opinion on the annoying taxi driver

that doesn't know what is his job....

ALERT!!!

2010-07-24T09:16:00.000-07:00

4 your info and knowledge and do take good care of yourself

BRAIN DAMAGING HABITS

1. No Breakfast
People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level.
This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration.

2. Overeating
It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.

3. Smoking
It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.

4. High Sugar consumption
Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing
Malnutrition and may interfere with brain development.

5. Air Pollution
The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our body. Inhaling polluted air
Decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain
Efficiency.

6. Sleep Deprivation
Sleep allows our brain to rest. Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the
Death of brain cells.

7. Head covered while sleeping
Sleeping with the head covered, increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and
Decrease concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.

8. Working your brain during illness
Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of
The brain as well as damage the brain.

9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts
Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may
Cause brain shrinkage.

10. Talking Rarely
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

The main causes of liver damage are:

1. Sleeping too late and waking up too late are main cause.
2. Not urinating in the morning.
3. Too much eating.
4. Skipping breakfast.
5. Consuming too much medication.
6. Consuming too much preservatives, additives, food coloring , and artificial
Sweetener.
7. Consuming unhealthy cooking oil. As much as possible reduce cooking oil use
When frying, which includes even the best cooking oils like olive oil. Do not
Consume fried foods when you are tired, except if the body is very fit.
8. Consuming raw (overly done) foods also add to the burden of liver.
Veggies should be eaten raw or cooked 3-5 parts. Fried veggies should be finished
In one sitting, do not store.

We should prevent this without necessarily spending more. We just have to adopt
A good daily lifestyle and eating habits. Maintaining good eating habits and time
Condition are very important for our bodies to absorb and get rid of unnecessary
Chemicals according to 'schedule.'

Because :
Evening at 9 - 11 PM : is the time for eliminating unnecessary/toxic chemicals
(detoxification) from the antibody system (lymph nodes). This time duration should
Be spent by relaxing or listening to music. If during this time a housewife is still in
An unrelaxed state such as washing the dishes or monitoring children doing their
Homework, this will have a negative impact on health.

Evening at 11pm - 1 am : is the detoxification process in the liver, and ideally should
Be done in a deep sleep state.

Early morning 1 - 3 am : detoxification process in the gall, also ideally done in a deep
Sleep state.

Early morning 3 - 5 am :
Detoxification in the lungs. Therefore there will sometimes be
A severe cough for cough sufferers during this time. Since the detoxification process
Had reached the respiratory tract, there is no need to take cough medicine so as not to interfere with toxin removal process.

Morning 5 - 7am :
Detoxification in the colon, you should empty your bowel.

Morning 7 - 9 am : absorption of nutrients in the small intestine, you should be having breakfast at this time. Breakfast should be earlier, before 6:30 am , for those who are
Sick. Breakfast before 7:30 am is very beneficial to those wanting to stay fit. Those
Who always skip breakfast, they should change their habits, and it is still better to
Eat breakfast late until 9 - 10 am rather than no meal at all.

Sleeping so late and waking up too late will disrupt the process of removing unnecessary chemicals. Aside from that, midnight to 4:00 am is the time when the bone marrow
Produces blood. Therefore, have a good sleep and don't sleep late.

DO TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH.................

Don't laugh at Chinese... ^^

2010-07-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

Dear all

Enjoy and have a good laugh!

See if you can guess what the Chinese is up to....

DONT BE SURPRISED!!!!>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

A Chinese man walks into a bank in New York City and asks for the loan officer. He tells the loan officer that he is going to China on business for two weeks and needs to borrow $5,000.

The bank officer tells him that the bank will need some form of security for the loan, so the Chinese man hands over the keys to a new Ferrari parked on the street in front of the bank.. He produces the title and everything checks out.

The Loan officer agrees to accept the car as collateral for the loan. The bank's president and its officers all enjoy a good laugh at the Chinese for using a $250,000 Ferrari as collateral against a $5,000 loan.
An employee of the bank then drives the Ferrari into the bank's underground garage and parks it there.

Two weeks later, the Chinese returns, repays the $5,000 and the interest, which comes to $15.41.
The loan officer says, 'Sir, we are very happy to have had your business, and this transaction has worked out very nicely, but we are a little puzzled. While you were away, we checked you out and found that you are a multi-millionaire. What puzzles us is why you would bother to borrow $5,000? The Chinese replies: 'Where else in New York City can I park my car for two weeks for only $15.41 and expect it to be there safely when I return'

Dangerously in Love - Beyonce

2010-07-20T09:35:00.000-07:00

I love you

Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops
I am a seed
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
im proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and misty world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
and I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
The thought of all my love for you
sometimes makes me wanna cry
I Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side

Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love, to hold
To feel
To breathe
To live you......

Dangerously in love......yea dangerously....
Can't do this thing
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously
I love you love you love you love you love you

dangerously in love....

3 Doors Down - Here Without You

2010-07-18T10:41:00.000-07:00

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me, yeah
The miles just keep rollin’
As the people leave their way to say hello
I’ve heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love, whoa
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

Kerinduan - Sheila Majid

2010-07-18T10:08:00.000-07:00

Dulu pernah aku bersumpah
Selalu setia jika ku mencinta
Masih melekat rasa itu
Saat cintamu datang padaku

Semua terwujud, saat kau singgah
Panasi cinta, untuk setia merindu

(Korus)
Kerinduan tak akan menghilang
Kan selalu ku rasa
Tak mampu ku menghindar
Kau berikan, apa yang ku pinta
Kau mengingatku dalam cinta
Temaniku dalam…
Setia (jalani hidup ini)

Aku tak pernah mengharapkan
Cinta lain datang membelaiku
Aku dapat selalu bertahan
Menahan cintamu di sukmaku

Kehadiranmu basuh jiwaku
Engkau suluhkan api cinta diriku

Just a Thought

2010-07-12T03:58:00.000-07:00

i'm just thinking of it last night when almost

everyone chat with me yesterday ask me the

freaking same question.

it started when i took a picture of me and an

opposite sex close friend of mine and put it as my

facebook profile picture. i have no intention of

anything and it is because the picture is beautiful

and both of us looks great in that picture and that

is the reason i put it as my profile picture.

the issue here is that everyone i chat with last night ask me this

"Mal, siapa pompuan ya? GF ko ka?"

"Mal, is that your GF?"

"Mal, bila nak kenalkan ngan kami?"

The first thing come into my mind after getting

all these question is OMG..!! why my friends are so KOLOT..!!

REASONS why MY FRIENDS are KOLOT..!! (Some friends)

1) it is just a picture.

2) i'm not kissing her

3) i'm not holding her hand

4) i'm not hugging her

5) it is just a FREAKINGGGG PICTURE...!!

and i post my little thought in my cute

little facebook wall explaining that she is

not my girlfriend, just a close friend of mine.

well, basically those who ask me commented

on my wall post and they keep on saying that i'm

denying that she my GF and stuffs like that

and even one of my friend said that he is just

concern about me and wanna get updates

from me that is why he is asking me that QUESTION..!!

funny thing is that, why is the 1st question sound like this

"Mal, is that your GF?" cause as far as i concern,

if i am concern with my friends and

wanna ask him/her and get updates from them,

the 1st question will be "Hi, HOW ARE YOU?"

and NOT "IS THAT YOUR BF/GF?" it is TWO DIFFERENT QUESTION.

so, is that about concern or KEEPOHHH..!! haahhahahah......

well since i'm nagging about the picture stuffs,

might as well i throw more of my opinions here.

why NO ONE ask me is this my

BF when i put this picture as my profile picture months ago?

or why there is no one asking me "is this your son?"

when i use this picture as my profile picture?

or why didn't anyone ask me

"are you having affair with Her?"

when i use this picture as my profile picture?

hahahhahahha... well, no offend to anyone k.

but when this picture is used as my profile picture

questions and questions been ask....

hahahhaha... well again, it is just a thought..!!

Criminal

2010-07-12T03:46:00.000-07:00

it's all started as friend,

hanging out, movie,

and go go around the town.

it's all started from a song,

you and me,

feeling it and speaking our heart out.

but it is really just a crush

that is not going any further away.

you said i'm the one

cause you feel it that way.

but why did you lie

and keep shutting me up.

you said i'm the one,

but i don't feel the same way.

you've prove it,

you've said it

but i'm just gonna leave.

you want it,

you won't get it,

cause it is just another crush,

for me.

stop it cause i'll be the criminal,

told you that i'm just a criminal,

like you said,

like I've said...

Hafiz-Noktah Cinta

2010-07-02T21:27:00.000-07:00

Hafiz AF7 - Noktah Cinta

Ternyata semua bicaraku
Tersimpan di dalam hatiku
Ternyata semua soalanku
Tak pernah kau fikir di fikiran
Mengapa kau masih
Mencari kepastian dalam cinta
Dan di sini masih
Menanti jawapannya

Tuhan tolong nyatakanlah
Padanya tentang cinta
Adakah masih diriku diperlukan
Tuhan tunjukkan padanya
Tentang apa yang ku fikirkan
Adakah cinta ini perlu untuk dirinya

Berbicara tentang cinta kita
Masih tiada noktah penghujungnya
Berbicara tentang perasaan
Simpan saja semua itu

Mengapa kau masih
Mencari kepastian dalam cinta
Dan di sini masih
Menanti jawapannya

Tuhan tolong nyatakanlah
Padanya tentang cinta
Adakah masih diriku diperlukan
Tuhan tunjukkan padanya
Tentang apa yang ku fikirkan
Adakah cinta ini perlu untuk dirinya

Faizal Tahir - Selamat Malam (MTV @ Muzik25)

2010-07-02T20:18:00.000-07:00

Faizal Tahir - Selamat Malam

Biarkan berlalu
Semua kepedihanmu
Lelapkan matamu
Biarlahkan mimpi membawamu
Ke mana kau mahu
Selamat malam
Tidurlah sayangku
Siang kan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu
Biarkan berlabuh tirai kisah semalam
Yang indah itu ada padamu
Dengan setiap impian dan harapan
Selamat malam
Tidurlah sayangku
Siangkan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu
Kan ku menjadi arjuna dalam mimpi-mimpimu
Kan ku panah tepat ke jiwamu atas nama cintaku
Pari-pari ku utus bawa kau ke sini lagi
Terhapus semua air mata dengan senyuman
Selamat malam sayang
Selamat malam kasih
Selamat malam sayang
oooo…
Selamat malam sayang
Selamat malam kasih
Selamat malam sayang
oooo…
Tidurlah sayangku
Siangkan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu
Selamat malam
Tidurlah sayangku

Faizal Tahir - Semesta (HIGH QUALITY)

2010-07-02T20:13:00.000-07:00

Faizal Tahir - Adrenalin

2010-07-02T20:09:00.000-07:00

Faizal Tahir - Adrenalin

Rangkap satu kata mula pendahuluanku
Salam mula cara kita sejahtera semua

Jangan banyak jangan sikit sederhana cukup
Cara aku cara kamu sama tak serupa

Pandanganku hanya ke langit biru
Sabar menanti kelam berlalu pergi tampil matahari

Berlari laju ku terbang tinggi
Menuju ke bintang itu

Siapa bilang siapa kata bulan itu jauh
Siapa sangka siapa tahu naik turun aku

Pandanganku hanya ke langit biru
Sabar menanti kelam berlalu pergi tampil matahari

Berlari laju ku terbang tinggi
Menuju ke bintang

Kau juga aku bukan tak bisa
Dah jatuh dan bangun semula

Siapa tahu semua tipu benar jadi palsu
Makin dekat makin mahu adrenalin laju

Berlari laju ku terbang tinggi
Menuju ke bintang itu

Berlari laju ku terbang tinggi
Menuju ke bintang itu

Faizal Tahir - Karma

2010-07-02T19:56:00.000-07:00

Karma - Faizal Tahir

Seumur hidup memang tak mungkin
Untuk aku terus bersamamu
Seumur hidup hanya untukmu
Menyakitkan memuaskan dirimu

Chorus
Halalkan segala makan dan minumku
Cari aku kira kau masih berani
Berdepan realiti
Hey hey jangan kau sentuh
Aku bukan boneka
Kamulah kamu
Aku bukan boneka
Kelak kau tahu
Lewat harimu

Lima tahun dalam kegelapan
Hari ini kau bebas berjalan
Lima tahun dalam kebenaran
Hari ini hari kamu dan aku

Ulang Chorus

Dan karma kan mengambil tempat
Menjemput kau buatku
Ku harapkan kau kembali

Hey hey biar kau tahu
Aku bukan boneka
Akulah aku
Aku bukan boneka
Kini kau tahu
Lewat hariku

Biar kau tahu
Aku bukan boneka
Akulah aku
Akulah aku
Kini kau tahu
Lewat hariku

Faizal Tahir - Hanyut

2010-07-02T19:52:00.000-07:00

Hanyut - Faizal Tahir

Harus bagaimana lagi
Dan terus begini
Dengarkan aku
Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum
Salahku tetap salahku
Benarkan ku berbicara
Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila
Kau kan diam seribu bahasa

Chorus
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu

Repeat Chorus

Aku memang bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Dan tapi dah ku sedari
Segala perit kau lalui
Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu
Aku bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Meninggalkan mu
Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari
Segala perit yang kau lalui
Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila kau tak di sisi
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

June, an emotional month....

2010-06-20T02:11:00.000-07:00

Every year when it comes to June, there will be some happy and sad date for me to go through...

1st it will be my birthday... well June 15, a date full of history where a history maker is born. then, it will be fathers day, where it will reminds me about my late father. miss Him so much. A week after that, it will be my Father death anniversary which is 23rd June.

15th, 3rd Sunday and the 4th week of June. Everything happened in June...

I still remember 13th years ago few weeks before my birthday, My Daddy call home from Papua New Guinea and talk to all of us. He said that he will be back in few month after almost a year working there and ask me what i want for my birthday. i ask for LEGO and he promise tha he will buy it in Singapore when he is on his way back to Malaysia. i was so happy cause i will have a new LEGO set and also cause my dearest daddy is coming back for good after working far away from us for almost a year...

and 15th June 1997 falls on a Sunday and it was Father's Day...

on the 3rd week of June 1997, I still remember (if i'm not mistaken) My brother Matt, Sister Krys and myself is at the living room with our color papers, glue and scissor doing our Father's Day card. After finishing our cards and mummy posted it after a few days i guess....

a week after that on 23rd June Monday and i remember i just come back from school. Mummy and Krys is at home and we were resting at the living room. if i'm not mistaken Mummy was sewing that afternoon and she is kinda tired and resting on the sofa and i was playing with Krys (i think so la).... Our house phone rang and i answer the phone, the person wanted to talk to mummy and i just passes it to Mum and i knew it was a call from daddy's office but i just don't know what is the reasons they call home.

Sitting down at the sofa looking at mummy talking on the phone and listening to their conversation, i can tell that something bad has happened and i see mum's tears flowing. when she hang the phone, mummy tell us that daddy is gone forever....

the last time i saw daddy is when we send him at the airport in 1996 and after that, never see him again but i believe that 1 day, i will see him again....

growing up without a father figure is hard and the society here is still harsh to a single parents family and it teaches me a-lot growing up in this family... i'm grateful for all that has happened and it just make a stronger person...

for all of you out there that still have your father around you, do appreciate them, not only father, your parents out there. show them you love them, throw away your ego and shower them with your love.

No matter what condition your parents is in, maybe they are divorce happily, maybe they are still together or whatever it is, love them and appreciate them. cause you sure will miss them when they are not around....

ending this post with wishing all of you "Happy Father's Day" to all Fathers out there, all future Fathers...

1 Cent Coin

2010-06-17T04:12:00.000-07:00

Good to know & share this simple prevention.

We cannot stop mosquitoes lay eggs at any stagnant
water in drains/ponds or water collected in waste pails, tanks,
tins, used tyres etc. Etc. Of course if you have fish
inside the tanks/containers then there should be no problem.

Do you know that there is a very simple and very
economical way to destroy the mosquitoes' eggs and not let them
hatch into larvae. Very very simple, just put in few 1 cent
copper coins into the tanks/containers then it will solve all
your problems. Because in accordance to Japanese
Research Scientists, they found the mosquitoes eggs will be
destroyed by a kind of mineral discharge from the copper.

DON'T BELIEVE, Try it by yourself and even the
small snails also will not visit the containers (with copper
coins) collected with stagnant water. Your will observe the
water collected in the containers will be very clean and clear.

Spell it OUT..!!

2010-06-17T03:34:00.000-07:00

I don't speak alien,

cause i'm not one.

I speak understandable language,

not UN-understandable.

I speak LOUD and CLEAR,

not me speaking slow and blur.

I say ONE means ONE,

I say LEAVE not STAY.

Easy but you make it tough.

It is not impossible,

just difficult.

Try to SHUT UP and LISTEN,

and not SHUTTING me UP

and PRETEND you know what i say.

You rather me to SPELL IT OUT?

than you SPELL it yourself?

All You NEED to "KNOW" about ME

2010-06-06T01:57:00.000-07:00

1st of all, i'm not a person who do things emotionally and i mean it when i say it. so don't get on my nerves as i really can do thing that you wish i don't do.

2nd, i'm a person who like to talk when i want to talk, so DON'T stop me from talking when i am talking cause i DISLIKE it...!!

3rd: You must know that i am a SURVIVOR and I've gone through so much and more than you expect so i'm a strong person who have a lot of experience though i am still consider as YOUNG. So don't judge me as a young man who don't know anything about LIFE...!!

4th: I'm an open minded person and you can talk anything with me and share anything with me as long as i can understand what you are talking about. I'm a GOOD LISTENER and don't hesitate to talk and share anything with me cause someone told me that some people are scare to talk to me....

5th: Respect me and you will gain my respect....

6th: I'm a competitor

7th: I LOVE TO DEBATE.... but i talk through experience and my opinion and i don't bullshit (only in exam i do so). i argue a-lot cause i will get knowledge in arguing that that is part of how i learn things.... ^^

8th: I remember details and if you try to TIPU me, i know.... especially thing that you've told me before.... ^^

9th: I "DISLIKE" backstabber...!!

10th: There is a reason for everything i do, so don't question me for what i'm doing cause i know what i am doing...

11th: ASK me if you need an ANSWER...!!

hurmmmm.... i cannot think much now cause i'm kinda tired. I shall update this post again if there is more YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT ME...!!!

Please be careful with my heart...

2010-06-05T08:10:00.000-07:00

If you love me like you tell me

Please be careful with my heart

You can take it just don’t break it

Or my world will fall apart

You are my first romance

And I’m willing to take a chance

That ’till life is through

I’ll still be loving you

I will be true to you

Just a promise from you will do

From the very start

Please be careful with my heart

I love you and you know I do

There’ll be no one else for me

Promise I’ll be always true

For the world and all to see

Love has heard some lies softly spoken

And I have had my heart badly broken

I’ve been burned and I’ve been hurt before

So I know just how you feel

Trust my love is real for you

I’ll be gentle with your heart

I’ll caress it like the morning dew

I’ll be right beside you forever

I won’t let our world fall apart

From the very start

I’ll be careful with your heart

You are my first (and you are my last) romance

And I’m willing to take a chance

(I’ve learned from the past)

That ’till life is through

I’ll still be loving you

I will be true (I will be true) to you

Just a promise from you will do (only to you)

From the very start (from the very start)

From the very start

Please be careful with (I’ll be careful with) my heart (your heart)

mixture of everything...

2010-05-31T06:30:00.001-07:00

well, kalau baca tajok post ni rasanya dah dapat tahu la apa maksudnya.... basicly, it is a mixture of everything and this is how i feel right now....

banyak yang terjadi dalam hidup ini pada tahun 2010 ini dan segalanya hanya membuat diriku sorg yang lebih berhati-hati dan sorg yang lebih matang. satu per satu peristiwa baik yang manis, pahit, masin, masam, tawar atau pedas dan semua itu aku ambil dan telan dengan positif... since januari 2010 sampai la ke hari ini 31 mei 2010, semua ini telah ku lalui dan syukur kepada Ilahi sebab aku masih mampu untuk melangkah dengan tabahnya, aku masih kuat dan masih berlari menuju ke garisan penamat walaupun perjalanan masih jauh dan tak nampak pun bayang-bayang garisan penamat itu....

well bulan januari, bulan pembukaan untuk tahun yang baru kiranya sudah diri ini melalui yang manis, pahit, masam, masin, tawar dan pedas... well, i know what happened that is consider sweet or sour... hehehhehe... it is really a tough month for me i guess but i know that i am strong and i have survive for 22 years in this world and takkan la tak boleh survive for the coming days, weeks, month and years.... i know oi can cause i have Him who always strengthen me...

well, the coming month pun sama juga, still going through the same thing.......

the toughest month for me is during March, April and May... 3 bulan ini sememangnya sgt mencabar bagi diri ini dan macam macam berlaku till at one point i memberontak dalam diri ini and i nearly give up all my dreams but as i think of it, it will be a waste of talent and time if i give up so fast. so i go on this journey.....

well, all above is so randomly arrange and tak narrow it down specific things.... it's all about myself, my study, friends, family and the society.... the things here is on how we think and how we overcome it all. if we stay positive in every circumstances, i'm sure that everything will be okay...

saying it is easy, and reading this is also easy, but this is how i overcome things and challenges in my life. well, i lost my late father since i was 10 years old and have been making my own decision since then of course with guidance of my mum and family. it is not easy growing up, lots of challanges too at home, school and the society. well, tak yah la nak sebut byk. but all this thing tak buat aku putus asa....

tetiba, teringat bout something, a friend of mine said that i'm super confident and ask me why and how can i be so confident in everything i do. it is easy for me. if i have no motivation and no confidence in things that i do, i dont think people outside will give me the motivation and confidence. yes, we need support from others but if ourself tak ada motivation and confidence, for sure we cannot do it. some pula kata i ni sombong and mr know it all, well for me, it is part of the skills to survive alone in this community.... klu tak ada skills ni, haduuhhh..!! i dont know la how i can survive....

well, skrg ni, jam menunjukkan 955pm and deep inside of me rasa kecewa, rasa gembira, rasa sedih, rasa blur and too many things in mind and i'm so worry about so many things.... but i still put on a smile on my face cause i know He Who created me will sure open ways to all my problems and worry...

well, memang penipu la namanya kalau ita tak pernah risau kan... hehhehehe... btw, lama dah tak tulis taip dan meluahkan isi hati dalam blog ini (pernah ka?) hahhahahha.... this will be my first non lyrics ways to express myself....

hahahhahaha....

and this is an unplanned writting and i type je apa yg ada dan terlintas dalam fikiran ini.... so it's so random and tak tersusun....

p/s: sorry kalau ada typo k... spelling prob ka, cause malas nak check ni... i guess i mcm ada repeat myself a few time.... hehehheheh

-signing off for now....

Malcolm

Chinese + English = Chinglish

2010-05-27T13:04:00.000-07:00

You might like it. This is hilarious.....even an Englishman could not construct
sentences using numeric, which is exclusive only to Malaysians and
Singaporeans.

Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10.
Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1. This is what
he came up with.....

1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic
and 4 down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me. I ran until I fell 6 and
threw up. So I go into 7-eleven and grabbed some 8 to throw at him. Then I took
a 9 and try to stab at him. 10 God he run away.

10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7 -eleven. Next day I called my
boss and told him I was 6 . He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.
He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand. I am so nice
2 him but I don't know what he 1 . _

Matthew 6:34

2010-05-27T13:00:00.000-07:00

i received this email few days ago and after i read it, i feel blessed and i decide to post it to bless other people around me....
enjoy reading...

John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, 'If I were any better, I would be twins!'

He was a natural motivator.

If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, 'I don't get it!'

'You can't be a positive person all of the time.

How do you do it?'

He replied, 'Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or...you can choose to be in a bad mood

I choose to be in a good mood.'

Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it.

Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or...I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life.

'Yeah, right, it's not that easy,' I protested.

'Yes, it is,' he said. 'Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people affect your mood.

You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live your life.'

I reflected on what he said. Soon hereafter, I left the Tower Industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that he was involved in a serious accident, falling some 60 feet from a communications tower.

After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, he was released from the hospital with rods placed in his back.

I saw him about six months after the accident.

When I asked him how he was, he replied, 'If I were any better, I'd be twins...Wanna see my scars?'

I declined to see his wounds, but I did ask him what had gone through his mind as the accident took place.

'The first thing that went through my mind was the well-being of my soon-to-be born daughter,' he replied. 'Then, as I lay on the ground, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or...I could choose to die. I chose to live.'

'Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?' I asked.

He continued, '...the paramedics were great.

They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man'. I knew I needed to take action.'

'What did you do?' I asked.

'Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me,' said John. 'She asked if I was allergic to anything 'Yes, I replied.' The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Gravity''

Over their laughter, I told them, 'I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead.'

He lived, thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude....I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully.

Attitude, after all, is everything.

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.' Matthew 6:34.

I Love You

2010-05-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

Everybody know what it mean

Everyone used this word.

No matter how old,

How young you are

You will know.

Everybody sing this song with me,

Everybody scream it out aloud….

Say it “I love you”,

Prove it “I love you”,

Make me believe that “I love you”

So Don’t just say it I I I, Love Love Love You..

Please don’t use this word,

When you don’t feel it in you heart.

Cause someone will be hurt,

In the end of the day,

“You will see”

Everybody sing this song with me,

Everybody scream it out aloud….

Say it “I love you”,

Prove it “I love you”,

Make me believe that “I love you”

So Don’t just say it I I I, Love Love Love You..

Say it “I love you”,

Prove it “I love you”,

Make me believe that “I love you”

So Don’t just say it I Love You...

Realize

2010-05-06T02:00:00.000-07:00

Since you came into my life,

I want nothing more than you

And now I realize,

That I fall for you,

since the first time you look into my eyes…

How can I live without you.

There nothing more I want.

Come closer to my arms,

Wanna hold you,

Till the end of the world, end of my breath…

I realize, baby

I miss you.

I realize, baby

I love you.

I realize, baby

I need you.

I realize, baby

I’m yours..

Your Smile

2010-05-04T22:30:00.000-07:00

Walking in the train

Standing by the corner,

Nothing much to do,

Only me and the music.

Then you look at me

I realize it.

Pretending not to and acting cool.

You make feel uncomfortable,

Cause your smile,

It is your smile….

You color up the grey day,

With rainbows and sunshine.

You melt the cold freeze heart

You stole a heart from me,

With just a smile,

It is your smile,

It is your smile….

You walk to me

And talk to me.

We exchange our number

it is where this song begins.

Then you look at me

I realize it.

Pretending not to and acting cool.

You make felt uncomfortable,

Cause your smile,

It is your smile….

You color up the grey day,

With rainbows and sunshine.

You melt the cold freeze heart

You stole a heart from me.

You come into my life,

You gave me hopes and dreams,

You make my heart goes dap dap dip dip dup,

With your smile,

It’s your smile…

It’s your smile..

i have a dream

2010-04-29T00:10:00.000-07:00

I have a dream,

a dream and reality.

a dream that ones laugh,

a dream that ones believe.

i have a dream,

a dream since i was eight,

a dream that i nearly give up,

a dream that will prove them wrong.

i have a dream,

a dream; a reality.

a dream that would bury myself,

maybe a dream that will bring me up.

i have a dream,

a dream and a reality,

a dream that will never be a dream.

a dream that will come true.

a dream, a dream become reality...

Ugly Truth

2010-04-09T10:02:00.000-07:00

I compromise,

I shut my mouth.

Shut it tighter,

and glue it.

The time,

The money,

and those sacrifice

been thrown away.

Unappreciated,

Unhappiness,

Inconsideration,

is how i feel.

Emptiness,

Disappointment;

Disappearing act,

is what i want.

Leaving it behind,

Walking straight,

Closing my ears

Blind my eyes.

Blame me not,

but yourself

cause it's the end

of an Ugly Truth.

Not A Toy

2010-03-04T07:38:00.000-08:00

4am in the morning,

Staring out the window

Wake up every morning

Only you in my mind

There nothing worth for waiting,

You’re not coming back to me.

Erasing all the memories,

Cause I’m walking away from here.

I’m not a toy

I’m a human with feelings

I’m not your cloths

Where you wear it when you want it.

I’m not a boy,

Who run and cry when you leave me.

I’m not alone,

Cause someone is waiting for me.

Cause someone has been waiting for me…

It’s 12 in the afternoon,

You text me and you call me,

You tell me that you miss me,

And you want me back.

It’s 3 in the afternoon,

And I’m telling you again,

Leave me as I’m leaving you,

Cause I am not you toy.

kau, untukku...

2010-03-02T07:47:00.000-08:00

Bersamamu, aku rindu

Melihatmu siang malamku

Dekap eratmu takkan ku lepaskan…

Mengenalmu, bahagiaku

Itulah kenangan indahku,

Tak ada yang terganti, dirimu ini…

Dengarlah,

Puisi cintaku.

Percayalah,

Dirimu terindah…

Dirimu,

Tercipta untuku…

Doaku,

Dirimu untuku,

Doaku,

Diriku untukmu…

Bersamamu, aku rindu

Melihatmu siang malamku

Dekap eratmu takkan ku lepaskan…

Mengenalmu, bahagiaku

Itulah kenangan indahku,

Tak ada yang terganti, dirimu ini…

Bahagia,

Itu janjiku...

Cinta,

Itu hadiahku,

Untukmu,

Semuanya untukmu,

Dengarlah,

Puisi cinta ku.

Hanyalah,

Untuk dirimu…

Sweet December

2010-02-27T06:51:00.001-08:00

Holding your hand,

Sitting by the beach

And the sunset is the light that shines our love….

Holding you close,

Look into your eyes,

Whispering love and prayers that we’ll be forever…

Sweet December,

Sweet memories,

Watching sunset,

Holding hands.

Whispering love,

Holding you tightly,

Never let go

cause forever we will be,

In love…

Side by side,

Walking together,

Down this road the place where we first meet.

Saying the words,

Praying the prayer,

“I will love you, no matter how hard it is…”

i miss you

2010-02-27T06:48:00.000-08:00

What should I do?

Should I just kept it to myself,

Or just letting you know how I feel?

Baby…

What should I do?

Should I just sing this song aloud?

And tell the world that I miss you…

Yes I do...

I miss looking into you eyes every moment I’m awake,

I miss lying next to you and feel the warmth of your breath,

I miss the kiss of your lips and the smile on your face….

I miss you, yes I miss you….

What should I do

When I miss you and need you?

Should I scream your name,

Baby?

What should I do,

Should I just sing this song aloud?

And tell the world that I miss you…

Yes I do...

I know

2010-02-21T02:18:00.000-08:00

It been a stormy day

I’m walking down this lonely road.

Tonight the stars don’t shine

I’m waiting for tomorrow.

Again I tried to reach your heart,

It’s seem like the door has close.

I’ll keep on trying

Cause I know I’m somewhere inside your heart.

And I know, I’m somewhere inside

Cause I know, you’re hiding it all.

And I know, I’ll be yours someday,

Cause I know, you in my heart.

Never felt this way,

I’m sitting here alone all night.

Hoping for the stars to shine,

But instead the rain pours down.

And I don’t care

Because I know that the stars will shine,

I’ll keep on trying

Cause I know I’m somewhere inside you heart.

Bad

2010-02-11T09:27:00.000-08:00

Talking behind me

And not telling the truth,

Makes me sound so bad,

So bad, so bad….

Why can’t you face the truth?

I know it’s hurt

But you makes me sound

So bad, so bad, so bad….

Walking away from your life,

Is just the best way for you and i…..

Cause I’m so bad in your eyes,

Cause I’m too bad, in your life.

Cause I’m so bad, cause I’m so bad…..

Just leave me alone,

And stop telling stories,

Cause you makes me sound so bad,

So bad, so bad…

It is the end now,

Cause I won’t regret,

Though you make me sound

So bad, so bad, so bad…

Leaving you far behind,

Is just the best way for me and you…

Cause I’m so bad in your eyes,

Cause I’m too bad, in your life.

Cause I’m so bad, cause I’m so bad…..

- wrote this in LCCT airport. so bore here.... i already wrote two lyrics here.... well, if i have my guitar, i think i already start composing the melody.... hhehhehe

thinking about you

2010-02-09T04:08:00.000-08:00

Walking down this lonely road,

Taking the longer way,

Just to pass by the place we used to be at.

I’m thinking bout you,

Just thinking bout you.

Always thinking of you.

Forever thinking of you….

Another day passes by,

It’s only me alone in the cinema.

The empty chair makes me

thinking bout you,

Just thinking bout you.

Always thinking of you.

Forever thinking of you….

As the time fly by,

Everything change

The only remain,

Can’t stop thinking about you…

I’m thinking bout you,

Just thinking bout you.

Always thinking of you.

Forever thinking of you….

Broken Heart

2010-02-06T22:15:00.000-08:00

A heart was torn and left behind,
Crashing down in tears,
Strong wind blowing it away
To a place where it can be mend.

A heart was torn and thrown away,
Lying on the street,
Dirty and unwanted,
Waiting for a passing by to take it and mend it.

Come now and mend this broken heart,
Take it and cure it,
This pure hurt heart.
Come now and take me home,
This broken heart,
This broken heart,
This broken heart,
Is waiting for you to come.

-just finished composing this song today.....
my first song of the month.

Tiring Semester

2010-02-03T02:06:00.000-08:00

here am i today 3rd Feb 2010 6:07pm at DOME KLCC doing my assignment, reading books and updating my blog.

well this is my 8th semester in UniTAR and i still enjoy my campus life so much. but this semester is kinda bore for me but it's a very busy and tough semester. first of all, i have to start doing my project paper this semester although i did't register for it. well, starting the project paper is not easy cause i just register for literary theory this semester and for the project paper, i have to know the theories and i have to analyze a novel or more you see...

hurmmm, them the subject i registered this semester require a lot of reading and i don't read much you see... so i have to force myself to read books, books, books and books....

I am Me...!!!

2010-01-24T08:42:00.000-08:00

I’m not friendly, but I’m not snobbish.
I’m not smart, but I’m not stupid.
I’m too straight forward in things I say, but I’m sincere.

You might not know me, like I know you.
You might think I’ve changed, but I’m not.
Cause you just don’t know who I am.

People says that I’ve change,
People says that I’m snobbish,
People says that I’m too showing off,
People says that I’m wealthy,
People says that I’m this and that,
But that is just their first impression about me.

My friends says that I’m funny,
My friends says that I’m too dominant,
My friends says that I’m too ambitious,
My friends says that I’m too confident,
My friends even says that I’m too wired,
And what they say is true.

You might think that I’m good, but I’m not so.
You might think that I’m weak, but I’m a survivor.
You might think that I don’t know anything, but I know something.
Cause you just don’t know me.

I’m just not the person that you think I am,
I’m just not the person that you think I should be,
Cause I’m not perfect and I’m just too unique to be understand…
I am me, and forever will be…

Cracked Pot

2010-01-21T20:05:00.001-08:00

An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck.One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water.At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water..Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments.
But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do ha lf of what it had been made to do.After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream.
'I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house.'
The old woman smiled, 'Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?'
'That's because I have always known about your flaw, so I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back, you water them.'
For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table.
Without you being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house.'
Each of us has our own unique flaw. But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding.
You've just got to take each person for what they are and look for the good in them.

SO, to all of my cracked pot friends, have a great day and remember to smell the flowers on your side of the path!

Buaya darat

2010-01-13T19:17:00.000-08:00

Flight MH731 Malaysian Airlines dari Bandar Sri Begawan ke Kuala Lumpur.
Cuaca di Brunei hujan namun selepas berlepas dari Brunei, cuaca menjadi terang dan baik… so tiada gangguan dalam flight la. Makan nasi goreng satay daging. Memang sedap la makanan dalam MAS tu… yummie… hheheheh…..
Tapi, crita ni bukan nak crita kesedapan dan betapa bestnya perjalanan I balik ke kl hari ni. Nak crita ttg “BUAYA DARAT” ni…. Sepanjang perjalanan, segalanya baik-baik aje, dahlah I duduk seorang jer, mmg best la. Tapi seat seberang saya ni ada rakyat asing lar. Lelaki, berkulit kuning, tak hensem macam saya dan perangai buruk macam buaya. Ni gara-gara dorg mengacau seorang pramugari ni… tak dinafikan pramugari ni memng cantik.
At first mmg la tak menganggu saya pun cause mereka stakat nak ambik gmbr ngan pramugari tu. Tapi apa yg terjadi lepas itu yang wat I annoyed….!!! So lepas dorg ni ambil gambar ngan pramugari tu, dia pun kembali bertugas.
So, after few minute, pramugari tu edarkan borang untuk dorg warga asing yang mauk masuk Malaysia, so apa lagi buaya ni ambil kesempatan…. Aduh..!! entahlah apa yang dia cakap ngan pramugari tu, terus pramugari tu jawab “you have my picture already, that’s enought”..!! hahhaha… rasa-rasanya dorg ni nak minta numbor pramugari ni kowt. So pramugari ni pun terus melayan dorg ni, but sbb nak wat kerja, dia laying kejap jer…..adalah I dengar ada yang dperbualkan oleh dorg ni, but itu tak penting…..
So, pramugari ni kembali bertugas lagi…. Dalam 20 min to mendarat, time pramugari ni lalu, dorg ni minta air pulak, time minta air, sempat lagi dia eksen-eksen bagitau pramugari tu yang dia “DIZZY”… so pramugari ni layan jer la…..dah dapat air suam, x puas hati pula… nak air guava pulak dorg ni… i tgk muka pramugari tu macam abit annoyed oelh dorg dua ni la….
Si, disebabkan itu tugas dia, dia g la depan ambil kotak jus guava, time dia lalu row I, dia sempat bagi jelingan maut kat dorg dua ni… hahhahaha….. padam muka, siapa suruh dorg ni buaya sangat…..
So, skali jus guava dorg sampai, kedengaran pula kapten kata nak mendarat dah. So pramugari ni suruh dorg cepat- minum dan dia cepat-cepat kemas gelas dorg tu dan blah dari tempat tu… hahahhahahha
Well, I tulis ni pun sbb jarang-jarang sekali dapat melihat macam mana buaya darat ni cuba nak memancing… hahahhaha… funny gak la but I’m annoyed oleh dorg… if muka hensem macam I tak per la juga…hahahhaa(sempat lagi I prasan kan)… hahahahha….
Well, dalam dunia ni, banyak jenis manusia dan macam-macam ragam ada….
Hehehhehehhe….
Well, tu jer dari i… signing out..!!!

Bencinta - Faizal Tahir

2010-01-10T23:24:00.000-08:00

Benarkanku tuk berbicara
bicara terus ke hatimu?..hatimu..
hati yang penuh rasa ragu
jangan terus pergi
tanpa mendengar ku
begitu mudah untuk kau terus berlalu
nanti dulu
berikanlah waktu untuk aku untuk kamu

ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersamaku
kaku aku melihat mu
lidah kelu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
aku cinta padamu,
benci padamu,
cinta padamu

ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
tentang hidup kamu tentang mati kamu
aku tahu engkau tahu apa yang mataku tahu
apa yang kau tunggu mahu aku buka pintu

ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihat mu
sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
dengar kata ku
aku cinta padamu
benci padamu
cinta padamu

sakitnya aku membenci kamu
sakit lagi mencintaimu
dan aku pergi
tapi kembali
benci aku mencintai dirimu
ku benci?.
kamu?
aku cinta?.
kamu?

ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihat mu
sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
dengar kata ku
aku cinta padamu benci padamu padamu?..
ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersamaku
kaku aku melihat mu
lidah kelu sedangkan aku mahu kau tahu
aku cinta padamu aku benci padamu
aku cinta aku benci padamu
ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
dengar kata ku
aku cinta padamu aku benci padamu
aku cinta aku benci

-sangat sangat suka lagu ni lar. liriknya bergitu bermakna untuk diri ini..
hahahhaahah...... loving this song..!!! loving the lyrics...

Aku dan Matahariku

2010-01-10T22:56:00.000-08:00

ku berjalan keseorangan,
Tanpamu disisi.
Sinarmu menerangi hariku,
Namun tak pernah ku merasakan kasihmu.

Siapalah aku ini,
Tak mungin dapat ku petik cintamu.

Aku dan matahariku,
Terpisah oleh langit biru
Tak mungkin kita kan bersama.
Lautan dalam tlah ku selami,
Bulan dan bintang,
Tlah ku capai,
Sampai kini
Aku dan matahariku
Tak bersama,
Tak mungkin kan bersama.

ku berjalan kesepian,
Tanpa matahariku.
Sianrmu pada siang hariku
bila malam tiba,
Kau tinggalkan ku kesorangan.

Siapalah aku ini,
Tak mungin dapat ku petik cintamu.

Buntu

2010-01-06T21:25:00.000-08:00

Maaf ku tak bisa
Melupakannya,
Meninggalkannya.
Maaf ku tak bisa
Menyanyangimu.
Mencintaimu.
Maaf ku tak bisa,
Berpaling darinya.
Maaf ku kan melangkah,
Dari hidupmu

Cintailah dia, yang mencintai dirimu.

Benarkan ku tuk melangkah,
Dari jejak hidupmu.
Ku hanya insan biasa,
Yang tak mampu mendustai.
Benarkan ku tuk memadam,
Diriku dari ingatanmu,
Ku hanya ingin dirimu
Lebih bahagia tanpaku.

-lagu ini aku suka sgt2 lirik nya.... simple but meaningful...
maybe ada yg akan kata jiwang lar, but i dont care....
hahahhahaha..... simple melody, simple lyric.....

2010

2010-01-06T21:12:00.000-08:00

2010, tahun baru, azam baru kowt..... entah la apa azam baru aku.... huhuhuuhu.... but tahun ni, byk pekara yang aku nak buat... first of all, mauk cari kerja part time lar since tok dah final year aku kan..... perlukan byk duit, lagipun mauk buat project ppr bulan 5 ni... pastu, mauk cr kerja tetap lagi, mauk cr ruma sewa lagi after habis stdy.... perlukan RM semua ni......
balik kl nnt, strt bz lar g klaz dan kerja (maybe).... mauk aktif balik la buat musical or teater besa jer kowt.... miss singing and nak polish up my singing skills lagi, nak mantapkan lagi bakat2 yang ada.... hurmmmm, pas hbs semua ni, nak strt cari kerja dan persue my dream to be in media line.... yahooo..!!! x sabar mauk kj lar...... mauk ada ruma sewa sendiri, x pyh kongsi2 ngan org..... ada keta, ada income sendiri... hahhahahah... then, if ada rezeki, mauk molah single kowt thn ni.... mun rezeki lagi besar, molah album la... hahhahahha.... koleksi lagu dah cukup untuk buat 3 album dah... hahhahahha..... well, kena byk bsabar lar...... huhuuuuu......
well, 2010 is going to be a great year for me...!!!!

Selamat tinggal 2009

2010-01-05T06:03:00.000-08:00

2009, tahun yang begitu bermakna bagi diriku. tahun yang dikatakan rojak bagi diriku juga.... pahit, manis, masam, dan masin.
banyak yang tlah ku lalui sepanjang tahun 2009, bermula dengan baik sekali dan sedikit goyah di pertengahannya namun ku tetap tabah menjalani kehidupan ini. penghujungnya yang sedikit pahit namun diakhiri dengan kenangan manis...
ku yakin dan percaya, segala yang berlaku baik pahit, manis, masam atau masin hanya akan menbuat diriku seorang yang lebih kuat.
beberapa pekara yang aku xkan lupa sepanjang 2009 ialah PTM, audition untuk christmas musical, Paint the town Red, CGP, pelyanana di tanjung malim, d grace shah alam April 2009, Oktober 2009,November 2009 and juga december 2009.... apa yang berlaku, hanya aku dan Tuhan jer yang tahu.....
apa2 pun, 2009 telah berlalu, 2010 menanti. yang pasti, lebih banyak cabaran menungguku di tahun 2010.....

All about Christmas

2009-12-28T08:01:00.000-08:00

It’s Christmas
It’s a public holi-holiday.
Deco of Santa, rain deers and trees.

It’s Christmas
It’s not the birth of Christ,
Just a day of remembrance.

All about Christmas,
Sharing what we have,
Giving to the poor
Show the world His love.
All about Christmas,
Not about the gifts,
It’s all about our heart,
It’s all about His love.
All about Christmas.

It’s Christmas,
It’s a public holi-holiday
Spend our time with friends and family.

It’s Christmas,
It’s not the time for party,
Think about His love,
Think about the poor.

All about Christmas,
Not the time for showing off,
Not the time for shopping,
Not the time for partying,
All about Christmas,
Sharing what we have,
Giving to the poor
Show the world His love.
All about Christmas,
Not about the gifts,
It’s all about our heart,
It’s all about His love.
All about Christmas.

- i wrote this song on the 23rd dec and i'm loving it. sang it to my mun and sis and they both like it.... i plan to sing it in church on christmas day but somehow i didnt cause malu... hahhahaha.....

Sia-Sia

2009-12-15T23:02:00.002-08:00

Oh, ini kisah sedihku
Ku ditinggalkan dia,
Yang ku cintai.
Pasti ku fahami sebabnya,
Bukan karna tiada cinta,
tiada sayang.

Tuhan tolonglah aku,
Hentikan semua ini,
Karna ku cintai dia.
Seksa penantian,
Untuk dirimu kembali,
Namun hanya sia-sia.

Oh, kini dah semusim
Ku hidup kesorangan,
Dirimu telah kembali.
Sedih, bukan diriku
Yang bersama dirimu,
Sakit, seksanya.

Tuhan tolonglah aku,
Hentikan semua ini,
Karna ku cintai dia.
Seksa penantian,
Untuk dirimu kembali,
Namun hanya,
Tuhan maafkan diriku
Yang mencintai dia
Yang dah berpunya,
Seksa menangung pedih ini,
Ku melangkah pergi meninggalkan,
Jejak hidupmu….

*lirik ni dah lama dah dpolah ku...
tapi xda melody.... hari tu, tetiba dtg ilham...
so trus ku molah melodynya la...
suka ku lagu tok..!!!
hahahahha

Bukan Milikmu....

2009-12-15T23:02:00.001-08:00

Diri ini,
tak mampu melangkah.
Meneruskan,
percintaan ini.
Diri ini,
tak mampu berdusta,
Berakhirnya,
cinta yang tercipta.

Ku tahu ini sukar tuk diungkapkan.
Namun sampai bila harus pertahankan.

Tak ku cinta
Tak rindu,
Pada dirimu
Tak ku sayang
Tak ku ingin,
memilikimu.
Tak ku sanggup
mendustai,
Dirimu lagi,Karna diri ini bukanlah milikmu…

it's you

2009-12-15T23:00:00.000-08:00

I dream of you now every night,
In my mind is where we meet
And when I’m awake
Staring at pictures of you asleep.
Touching your face,
Invading your space,
They are all part of the list,
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh
The way you smile
And the way your kisses….

You’re all that I want, all that I need…
You’re all that I miss, all that I love

I dream of you now every night,
In my mind is where we meet
And when I’m awake
Staring at pictures of you asleep.
Kissing your lips,
Feeling your warmth
They are all part of the list,
Things that I miss,
Things like your naughty little smile,
And when you look straight into my eyes…

*lirik lagu ni ciptaan kwn aku asalnya..... then i like it so much, so minta permision dua utk edit dan polah lagu la.... hahhahaha

Kau, Aku dan Dia....

2009-12-15T22:59:00.000-08:00

Semalam ku melihatmu bersamanya
Berpegangan tangan,
Bahagia bersama.
Wajahmu cantik menawan hatiku
Oh sungguh indah
Ciptaan yang Esa
Tak ku duga kau datang kepadaku
Lalu bertanya
Siapakah namaku.
Kita bertukaran numbor telefon,
Lalu tercipta,
Sebuah cerita.
Tentang kau dan aku,
Bagaimana bermulanya sebuah kisah.

Kau dan juga aku,
Bertemu dan mula berpacaran
Kau dan juga aku,
Melupakan semua disisi.
Kau dan juga aku,
Berada di dunia kita.
Kau dan juga aku,
Bercinta dan juga berpisah….!!!

Seminggu lamanya perkenalan kita,
Mula bermesra,
Mula bercinta.
Namun itu semua tak berkekalan,
Mula bergaduh,
Mula membenci.
Ku tahu ini semua pasti terjadi,
kerna ku tahu,
kau bukan untukku.
Kerna kau telah meninggalkan kekasihmu,
Untuk diriku
Dan ku tahu
Tentang kau dan dia
Begaimana berakhirnya sebuah kisah

Kau dan juga dia,
Bertemu dan mula berpacaran
Kau dan juga dia,
Melupakan semua disisi.
Kau dan juga dia,
Berada di dunia kamu.
Kau dan juga dia,
Bercinta dan juga berpisah….!!!

Pergi

2009-12-01T08:58:00.000-08:00

Tiada lagi tangisan,
Tiada air mata.
Segalanya berakhir,
Tanpa disedari.

Mungkinkah salahku?
Mungkinkah salahmu?
Atau keduanya skali?
Itu tak penting.

Ku melangkah pergi,
Dirimu juga.
Tiapa kata putus,
Tiada titik nota.
Kau melangkah pergi,
Diriku juga.
Bersendirian akhirnya,
Menanggung pedih dihati.
Kau pergi,
Ku pergi….

Ku bertanya,
Kau membisu.
Sampai bila harus begini?

Ku sedari,
Ku tak sempurna,
Ku bukannya yang kau ingini.

Ku melangkah pergi,
Dirimu juga.
Tiapa kata putus,
Tiada titik nota.
Kau melangkah pergi,
Diriku juga.
Bersendirian akhirnya,
Menanggung pedih dihati.
Kau pergi,
Ku pergi….

three days.

2009-11-27T10:25:00.000-08:00

It’s you who started this journey,
A journey that no one knows,
A walk you pulled me to walk
With you till the end.

We played the game of love,
We drown in our emotion,
We felt the needs in us,
And that’s the first day.

You make me gone insane,
Walking with you,
Down this lonely road.
You make me gone insane,
Playing the game,
That you play,
Playing the game
That we play.
Playing the game,
With whole heart.
In just three days.

The second day comes,
Thousand of question,
But only one answer given,
But only one answer I need.

Sorry is not the word,
It’s not the word I wanna hear.
All I need is the truth,
And I need you to know.

The third day arrive,
I felt the tense in the air,
Knowing something bad,
Is going to happen.

What hurt the most?
Is when you say nothing at all.
What hurt the most?
Is when I need you more.

Ending it all in once,
in just three days of a journey.

* only those who are involved understand what this song is all about....
3days relationship. it all happened in 3days.

Ku menunggu

2009-11-26T09:04:00.000-08:00

Tiap masa tiap waktu.
Ku menunggu
Pesanan darimu
Dirimu membisu,
Tertanya-tanya
Apa dibuatmu?
Mengapa kau membiarkanku
Terus menunggu?
Pesanan ringkas darimu
Yang ku rindu.

Kini aku, sendirian.
Termenung di kamar yg sepi.
Menanti, Merenung,
Ke arah telefonku,
Mengapa tiada pesanan darimu,
Yang ku rindu.
Adakah dirimu rindui,
Diriku?

Ku menunggu, cintaku
Ku menunggu, kasihku
Ku menunggu, bintangku,
Ku menunggu, dirimu…

Melody indah tercipta
Hanya untukmu
Kini aku menyanyikan
Lagu ini,
Padamu
Ku mengharapkan dirimu
Mengerti.
Hasrat hatiku
Untuk slalu,
Bersamamu

Ku menunggu, cintaku
Ku menunggu, kasihku
Ku menunggu, bintangku,
Ku menunggu, dirimu…

November ini

2009-11-25T10:43:00.001-08:00

Di November ini,
Ku temukan dirimu.
Satu-satunya insan
Yang membuka pintu hatiku.
Di November ini,
Kita bertemu dan bermesra.
Hanya kaulah yang mampu,
Membuat diriku tersenyum.

Dengarlah puisi indah ini,
Cerita kisah cinta ini.

Saat kau pegang tanganku,
Ku mersakan kemesraan itu.
Walau hanya sementara kita bersua,
Namun seperti tlah sekian lama
Kau dan aku bersama.
Adakah perasaan ini nyata,
Atau hanya mainan cinta?
Ku tertanya,
Di November ini.

Di November ini,
Kau datang padaku,
Kau senyum mesra,
Dan berkata kepadaku.
“Di November ini,
Ku temukan dirimu,
Kaulah yang membuka pintu hatiku,
Setelah sekian lama tertutup”

simple melody and meaningful lyric.

loving this song....

hope u like it...

i drive myself crazy - NSYNC

2009-11-24T09:01:00.000-08:00

Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lie awake,
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me
You confessed your love
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame
I lie awake,
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
Why didn't I know it(How much I loved you baby)
Why couldn't show it(If I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance
I drive myself crazyI lie awake,
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

Gone - N'SYNC

2009-11-24T08:43:00.000-08:00

There's a thousand words
That I could say
To make you come home
Seems so long ago
You walked away
Left me alone
And I remember what you
Said to me
You were acting so strange,
Mmm
Maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away
To make you walk out
And leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that
You were right here
Right now

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains

You'reGone
You're gone
Baby you're Gone,
girl you're gone
Baby girl you're gone
You're gone
You're

Now I don't wanna make
Excuses baby
Won't change the fact
That you're gone
But if there is something
That I could do
Won't you please let me know
The time is passing so
Slowly now
Guess that's my life
Without you
And maybe I could change
My every day
But baby I don't want to
So I'll just hang around
And find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
And I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't
Love me too
Please say you do
Yeah

What will I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart
Baby why don't you see
That I need you here with me

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strongI've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains you're gone
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains
you're Gone

bad week....

2009-11-22T08:16:00.000-08:00

hurmmm, 1st of all this week minggu exam. and exam kali ni selang 1hr jew....

dah la i ni org yg last minute stdy... but xper, tu bukan crita yg utama....

yg bad nya, 1st day g exam and i can answer exam ngan baik la....

but time balik tu kena hujan.... so ptg tu truslah demam....

geram btl, mmg xleh nak stdy la if dah demam, kepala pening entah mcm apa....

huhuhuuh..... pastu ada pula exam on the 2nd day time i demam....

nak x nak g exam gak la dgn kepala yg berat bagaikan sebuah keta...

hahhaha... lam exam hall, i pakai sweater sbb sejuk.... pastu tetiba i rasa panas, so buka la

sweater. pastu rasa sejuk pula, pakai balik.... benda sejuk panas ni go on like about 5 times la....

apa lg, pengawas periksa tu ingat i bawa toyol lam exam, so dia ddk tepi i memerhati i.....

whatever la.... i dont care pun sbb i can answer.....

huuhuhuhu.... Thank God i dah sembuh time my 3rd and 4th ppr.... so ok lah smua tu... tp, smlm, tetiba dserang sakit perut yg teramat sgt... xsuka lah... buat i tension jew.... time nak tido, i sakit perut entah masuk kluar tandas brapa kali lah i mlm semalam... huhuhuh... smp lah skrg ni perut i ni masih sakit... but, sakit tu datang dan pergi la.... huhuhu.....

apa2 pun, i ttp bersyukur sbb masih lagi dberi peluang oleh Tuhan yang M.E untuk terus hidup d dunia ini.....

chow.....