need a break.

I've been in KL for 3 years and in this 3 years I've experience alot especially in performing arts line. sometimes i LOVE it, sometimes i LIKE it, sometimes i ok ok, sometimes i HATE it but LOVE it in the end and sometimes i HATE it and still HATTING it until it is over.

i never give up in performing arts but sometimes i felt like giving up but it is my passion that makes me continuing on.

1st experience is in UniTAR Idol as the contestants, then some shows along the way till now in Uni. then also some reality show auditions. Then some theater come alongside and followed by musical, then dance, choirs and etc etc etc. I LOVE it all and all of it, i have to give my all for it.

My time, my money, myself and my talent... that is all i have to give. sometimes i sacrifice almost everything, every penny i have for it but most of the time i only gain nothing but experience. i don't mind bout it but i'm just sick and tired it now.

all i need now is a break and i'll be back soon.

singing, acting, dancing, emceeing, and all things to do with performance is in my blood... i won't be long but i promise that i'll be back. A better me will come, and you will see more fire in it, more fierce in it....

CHOwwww!!!

P/S Sorry but i need a break..!!

Stacie Orrico - Don't Ask Me To Stay (Beautiful Awakening)

"Don't Ask Me To Stay"

Baby...
Its not the arguments
It aint the time we spent
I never worry bout who youre with or where you been
You take good care of me
I really should but please
I know you probably wont believe its not you, babe its me

I dont know why
I dont love you anymore
And though i try
Its just not like it was before
I wish that I
Had reason to be mad at you
Then maybe I would not feel bad for leavin you

[CHORUS]
You may not like what i have got to say
Baby i cant do this no other way
My feelings for you boy just aint the same
Make this easy please
Dont ask me to stay
Please dont say you love me
I know you do
Dont know why im not still in love with you
My feelings for you boy just aint the same
Make this easy please
Dont ask me to stay

Baby its life itself
You know how these things go
Maybe ive just grown out of you
Maybe we'll never know
I know sometimes ill miss you
This may just be my loss
Though it may not seem that way
Maybe we are better off

I dont know why
I dont love you anymore
And though i try
Its just not like it was before
I wish that I
Had reason to be mad at you
Then maybe I would not feel bad for leavin you

[CHORUS]

I dont wanna live a lie no more
How can I stay and not be sure
I wanna be with you
And I think you need to know the truth

[CHORUS x2]

Ohh stay, baby I cant stay
I dont know why



P/S: this song is for you and you know who you are. told you once, told you twice and hope you will enjoy this song...

Where are you?

Our Love is fading into the shadow of our story.
The colorful rainbow has turned grey,
the red rose died as the sun dimmed by the dark clouds in the sky...

Where is the strong wind?
Where is the shining hot sun?
Where is the rain?
Where is the Love?

Wind wind,
please blow,
come and blow away the dark cloud that is blocking all the sun light.

Sun sun,
please shine.
Shine your sun light on the earth so that the earth fills with light.

Rain rain,
please rain.
wet the dry ground and give us life.

Love love,
please stay.
don't fade into the shadow of our story,
don't leave your footprint behind,
please,
i'm begging you.

Our Love is fading into the shadow of our story.
The colorful rainbow has turned grey,
the red rose died as the sun dimmed by the dark clouds in the sky...

where are you?
where are you?

Agnes Monica - Karena Ku Sanggup LIVE (Grand Final Indonesian Idol 2010)

Biar aku sentuhmu berikanku rasa itu
Pelukmu yang dulu pernah buatku
Ku tak bisa paksamu tuk tinggal di sisiku
Walau kau yang selalu sakiti aku dengan perbuatanmu
Namun sudah kau pergilah jangan kau sesali

Reff:
Karena ku sanggup walau ku tak mau
Berdiri sendiri tanpamu
Aku mau kau tak usah ragu tinggalkan aku
Kalau memang harus begitu

Tak yakin ku kan mampu hapus rasa sakitku
Ku selalu perjuangkan cinta kita namun apa salahku
Hingga ku tak layak dapatkan kesungguhanmu

Marcos Hernandez, The Way I Do

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do
[x2]

Craziest Moment in MY Life (so far till 21st August 2010))

OK, will story to all of you what I've done on the 20th August that makes me so CRAZY till this CRAZY stuff come along.

(Rojak Language)

Mula-mula, i keluar ngan cell group member to Mid Valley Mega Mall to jalan jalan je la. So end up watching Movie -Despicable me 3D- pastu makan-makan je la before and after the movie. But that is not the CRAZY stuffs that i do la. So reach Mid Valley around 5pm and balik around 10.

the story starts here....

so tunggu bus kat mid ni tak sampai2 la bus yang ditunggu tunggu ni. My friends semua dah balik da cause semua different direction kan... so tunggu la sampai la 1jam d sana... OMG, i dah panic da but stay cool.

so i pun buat keputusan untuk naik bus ke stesen university untuk tunggu bus d sana pula la cause bus yg i tunggu ada lalu stesen sana. sampai sana around 11:10min... so tunggu la tunggu, bus tak sampai-sampai juga. memang dah panic la cause dah 11:30 dah. last bus 12pm. so i pun risk myself ambil LRT balik kelana jaya hopping ada bus balik Damansara d sana la.

reach Kelana Jaya at 1145, bus pun Xda. check2 wallet, duit tinggal RMX.XX je, so nak naik cab pun tak sampai ruma. tension, tension..... Pastu, ada la kawan i ni boleh tolong i but kena tunggu la.... Waaaaaaaaaa, tension nya tunggu sbb sorg2 dan d tepi high way tu. i tunggu dari la jam 11:45 tu sampai jam 1:45 dia tak samapi-sampai lagi... aduh..!! stress.!! Stress!!

(well kawan, if you are reading this, i tak marah atau merajok atau apa la, saja nak share story d sini. nama dirahsiakan, dan u dah dimaafkan... (^____^) )

so memandangkan jam dah menunjukkan 1:45am, so i semakin STRESS..!! well, daripada menunggu dan tak tahu bila agaknya keretanya muncul di depan mata, so i pun naik la BUS NO11 balik ruma (JALAN KAKI LA Tuuuuuuu)...

well, bayangkan jalan kaki dari Kelana Jaya ke Pelangi Damansara.... wahhhh, hebatnyaaaa aku ho.. not bad. but maybe someone out there yang pernah jalan lebih jauh, i don't know. but saja nak share experience. wahahahahhaha.

Perjalanan mengambil masa 1 jam 30min la (kalau driving dah sampaiiii, eerrrmmmmm tak taw la mana. hehehhee). sepanjang perjalanan ada nmpk ular yg mati dilanggar kereta depan One Utama (GELiiiii nyaaaaa....), pastu ada MAT MOTO ni buat Hal... (Panic jugaa..!!), but at last sampai rumah dengan selamat juga.

Thank God..!!! Amen..!!

Sekian Story for today...

(^_____^)

JUST for LAUGH

Najib dan Ziana membawa anak lelaki mereka yang berusia 6 tahun ke klinik. Walaupun pada mulanya agak malu dan segan,

akhirnya mereka membuka mulut juga menceritakan kebimbangan mereka tentang kemaluan anak mereka yang agak kecil berbanding kanak-kanak lain yang sebayanya.

Selepas melakukan pemeriksaan, doktor berkata,

"beri makan telur separuh masak setiap pagi. Lama-lama besarlah tu."

Besok pagi, apabila anak lelaki mereka hendak bersarapan, terkejutlah dia melihat ada 10 biji telur di meja makan.

"Telur ni untuk saya ke mak?", tanya si anak.

"Engkau makan dua biji saja. Yang lain tu untuk ayah kau punye", kata emaknya.....

ahak..ahak..ahak... JUST FOR LAUGH... (^____^)