Where are you?

Our Love is fading into the shadow of our story.
The colorful rainbow has turned grey,
the red rose died as the sun dimmed by the dark clouds in the sky...

Where is the strong wind?
Where is the shining hot sun?
Where is the rain?
Where is the Love?

Wind wind,
please blow,
come and blow away the dark cloud that is blocking all the sun light.

Sun sun,
please shine.
Shine your sun light on the earth so that the earth fills with light.

Rain rain,
please rain.
wet the dry ground and give us life.

Love love,
please stay.
don't fade into the shadow of our story,
don't leave your footprint behind,
please,
i'm begging you.

Our Love is fading into the shadow of our story.
The colorful rainbow has turned grey,
the red rose died as the sun dimmed by the dark clouds in the sky...

where are you?
where are you?

Agnes Monica - Karena Ku Sanggup LIVE (Grand Final Indonesian Idol 2010)

Biar aku sentuhmu berikanku rasa itu
Pelukmu yang dulu pernah buatku
Ku tak bisa paksamu tuk tinggal di sisiku
Walau kau yang selalu sakiti aku dengan perbuatanmu
Namun sudah kau pergilah jangan kau sesali

Reff:
Karena ku sanggup walau ku tak mau
Berdiri sendiri tanpamu
Aku mau kau tak usah ragu tinggalkan aku
Kalau memang harus begitu

Tak yakin ku kan mampu hapus rasa sakitku
Ku selalu perjuangkan cinta kita namun apa salahku
Hingga ku tak layak dapatkan kesungguhanmu

Marcos Hernandez, The Way I Do

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do
[x2]

Craziest Moment in MY Life (so far till 21st August 2010))

OK, will story to all of you what I've done on the 20th August that makes me so CRAZY till this CRAZY stuff come along.

(Rojak Language)

Mula-mula, i keluar ngan cell group member to Mid Valley Mega Mall to jalan jalan je la. So end up watching Movie -Despicable me 3D- pastu makan-makan je la before and after the movie. But that is not the CRAZY stuffs that i do la. So reach Mid Valley around 5pm and balik around 10.

the story starts here....

so tunggu bus kat mid ni tak sampai2 la bus yang ditunggu tunggu ni. My friends semua dah balik da cause semua different direction kan... so tunggu la sampai la 1jam d sana... OMG, i dah panic da but stay cool.

so i pun buat keputusan untuk naik bus ke stesen university untuk tunggu bus d sana pula la cause bus yg i tunggu ada lalu stesen sana. sampai sana around 11:10min... so tunggu la tunggu, bus tak sampai-sampai juga. memang dah panic la cause dah 11:30 dah. last bus 12pm. so i pun risk myself ambil LRT balik kelana jaya hopping ada bus balik Damansara d sana la.

reach Kelana Jaya at 1145, bus pun Xda. check2 wallet, duit tinggal RMX.XX je, so nak naik cab pun tak sampai ruma. tension, tension..... Pastu, ada la kawan i ni boleh tolong i but kena tunggu la.... Waaaaaaaaaa, tension nya tunggu sbb sorg2 dan d tepi high way tu. i tunggu dari la jam 11:45 tu sampai jam 1:45 dia tak samapi-sampai lagi... aduh..!! stress.!! Stress!!

(well kawan, if you are reading this, i tak marah atau merajok atau apa la, saja nak share story d sini. nama dirahsiakan, dan u dah dimaafkan... (^____^) )

so memandangkan jam dah menunjukkan 1:45am, so i semakin STRESS..!! well, daripada menunggu dan tak tahu bila agaknya keretanya muncul di depan mata, so i pun naik la BUS NO11 balik ruma (JALAN KAKI LA Tuuuuuuu)...

well, bayangkan jalan kaki dari Kelana Jaya ke Pelangi Damansara.... wahhhh, hebatnyaaaa aku ho.. not bad. but maybe someone out there yang pernah jalan lebih jauh, i don't know. but saja nak share experience. wahahahahhaha.

Perjalanan mengambil masa 1 jam 30min la (kalau driving dah sampaiiii, eerrrmmmmm tak taw la mana. hehehhee). sepanjang perjalanan ada nmpk ular yg mati dilanggar kereta depan One Utama (GELiiiii nyaaaaa....), pastu ada MAT MOTO ni buat Hal... (Panic jugaa..!!), but at last sampai rumah dengan selamat juga.

Thank God..!!! Amen..!!

Sekian Story for today...

(^_____^)

JUST for LAUGH

Najib dan Ziana membawa anak lelaki mereka yang berusia 6 tahun ke klinik. Walaupun pada mulanya agak malu dan segan,

akhirnya mereka membuka mulut juga menceritakan kebimbangan mereka tentang kemaluan anak mereka yang agak kecil berbanding kanak-kanak lain yang sebayanya.

Selepas melakukan pemeriksaan, doktor berkata,

"beri makan telur separuh masak setiap pagi. Lama-lama besarlah tu."

Besok pagi, apabila anak lelaki mereka hendak bersarapan, terkejutlah dia melihat ada 10 biji telur di meja makan.

"Telur ni untuk saya ke mak?", tanya si anak.

"Engkau makan dua biji saja. Yang lain tu untuk ayah kau punye", kata emaknya.....

ahak..ahak..ahak... JUST FOR LAUGH... (^____^)

Dads Blessings

young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angry, he raised his voice to his father and said "With all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care of things. When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart. He began to search through his father's important papers and saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. And as he did, a car key dropped from the back of the Bible. It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words PAID IN FULL. How many times do we miss Spirit's blessings and answers to our prayers because they do not arrive exactly as we have expected? TODAY'S's affirmation: "Today I look beyond the obvious and allow miracles to be created in my life."

Pampered myself

on the 8th August, after the headache in PC fair. i go and pamper myself by having my favorite food at Secret Recipe which is Beef Lasagna and an Ice blended Chocolate with whipped cream.... hahahahha

I LOVE LAGSAGNA & ICE BLENDED CHOCOLATE (^____^)

PC Fair KLCC 2010

Ni nak crita sikit sal PC fair d KLCC. Lucu la juga crita PC fair ni... Selama 3 tahun ddk d KL ni, ni first time i g PC fair dan sorg2 pula tu. Nak cari tempat tu tak susah la dan memang dah dapat imagine ramai orang but tempat tu penuh dengan manusia lebih dari yang i bayangkan.

FYI: I tak suke sanagt g tempat yang ramai2 macam tu terutamanya kalau nak i nak beli barang.

OMG..!! Ramainya manusia d tempat itu.. pening kepala aku melihat. sebab terlalu ramai manusia, aku tukar fikiran. mulanya nak beli barang2 untuk laptop i la macam cooler baru, mouse, skin laptop baru, beg laptop baru but since orang orang yang datang terlalu ramai, i give up la.... baik i beli time biasa-biasa sbb I DONT LIKE PC FAIR..!! hahahah... no offend untuk yang suka PC fair ni. rela menghabiskan lebih banyak duit daripada beli barang2 tu dengan murah tapi menyasak dengan ramai orang dan macam macam bau...

one more thing, i kesian sangat tgk cleaner PC fair tu sbb memang banyak sampah sampah yang dibuang merata rata. for me, klu tak nak beli pun, tangan penuh dengan brochure pun, jangan la buang suka hati. tong sampah kan ada. buanglah d tempat yang sepatutnya.... aduh, Manusia, manusia.... hehehheheh

tu la al-keesahnya tentang PC fair. saje nak share pengalaman aku d PC Fair yang "Best" sangat tu... hehehheheh...

Nadiku Sabhi Saddi

Suara kisah kita
Yang sehalus sahutan di mata
Segala norma yang melena ku
Pada aroma syurga kita

Nan syahdu cinta menunggu
Sayunya kerna air matamu

Nadiku bagaikan berlagu
Nantimu hentikan apa berlaku padamu
Yang ku temu
Hadirmu sambutlah damba dakapanku

Suria kasih kita
Yang berbisik gerimis serinya
Seindah frasa yang damaikanku
Walau sezarah air mata

Biar ku kucup wajahmu
Leburkan saja ia padaku

Yuna - Cinta Sempurna

Aku manusia lemah
Selalu terjatuh
Berbeda aku darimu
Kau berdiri teguh
Aku serba tiada
Aku kekurangan
Dan bila kau tiba aku hilang dari kewujudan
Sempurnanya sifatmu
Telusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesbrnmu
Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku
tak mampu tuk memnaggung sebuah cinta sempurna
Darimu
Darimu ohhh
Darimu ohhhh
Bukan aku tak pernah
Mengerti dirmu
ku sanjung setiap kata cinta kau berikan aku
Hilangkan rasa itu
Akhirkankan semua
Dan bila kau sedar
Aku hilang dari kewujudan
Ohhh
Sempurnanya sifatmu
Telusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesbrnmu
Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku
Tak mampu tuk menanggung sebuah cinta sempurna darimu
Darimu ohhh
Darimu ohhhh

I cry - Shayne ward

"I Cry"

You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad

You need to let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl)
I'll never be over you

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If I could have you back tomorrow
If I could lose the pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

I cry - Shayne ward

"I Cry"

You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad

You need to let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl)
I'll never be over you

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If I could have you back tomorrow
If I could lose the pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

The 'Middle Wife' by an Anonymous 2nd grade teacher

I've been teaching now for about fifteen years. I have two kids myself,but the best birth story I know is the one I saw in my own second grade classroom a few years back. When I was a kid, I loved show-and-tell. So I always have a few sessions with my students. It helps them get over shyness and usually, show-and-tell is pretty tame. Kids bring in pet turtles, model airplanes, pictures of fish they catch, stuff like that. And I never, ever place any boundaries or limitations on them. If they want to lug it in to school and talk about it, they're welcome. Well, one day this little girl, Erica, a very bright, very outgoing kid, takes her turn and waddles up to the front of the class with a pillow stuffed under her sweater. She holds up a snapshot of an infant. 'This is Luke, my baby brother, and I'm going to tell you about his birthday.' 'First, Mom and Dad made him as a symbol of their love, and then Dad put a seed in my Mom's stomach, and Luke grew in there. He ate for nine months through an umbrella cord.' She's standing there with her hands on the pillow, and I'm trying not to laugh and wishing I had my camcorder with me. The kids are watching her in amazement. 'Then, about two Saturdays ago, my Mom starts saying and going, 'Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh!' Erica puts a hand behind her back and groans. 'She walked around the house for, like an hour, 'Oh, oh, oh!' (Now this kid is doing a hysterical duck walk and groaning.) ' My Dad called the middle wife. She delivers babies, but she doesn't have a sign on the car like the Domino's man. They got my Mom to lie down in bed like this.' (Then Erica lies down with her back against the wall.) 'And then, pop! My Mom had this bag of water she kept in there in case he got thirsty, and it just blew up and spilled all over the bed, like psshhheew!' (This kid has her legs spread with her little hands mimicking water flowing away. It was too much!) 'Then the middle wife starts saying 'push, push,' and 'breathe, breathe. They started counting, but never even got past ten. Then, all of a sudden, out comes my brother. He was covered in yucky stuff that they all said it was from Mom's play-center, (placenta) so there must be a lot of toys inside there. When he got out, the middle wife spanked him for crawling up in there.' Then Erica stood up, took a big theatrical bow and returned to her seat. I'm sure I applauded the loudest. Ever since then, when it's show-and-tell day, I bring my camcorder, just in case another ' Middle Wife' comes along. Now you have two choices...laugh and close this page or pass this along to someone else to spread the laughs. I know what I did!!! Live every day as if it is your LAST chance to make someone happy!!!!

Taxi

What is Taxi?

-an automobile with a professional driver which can be

hired to carry passengers;

-a car driven by a person whose job is to take passengers

where they want to go in exchange for money

source taken from http://www.dictionary.net/taxi

-a car driven by a person whose job is to take passengers

where they want to go in exchange for money

source: wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn

so basically taxi is a CAR that takes PEOPLE to where

THEY want TO GO in EXCHANGE for MONEY....

which mean no matter it is 1km or 100km as long as we pay them....

the problem here in MALAYSIA is that the taxi driver

TAK TAHU job description DORG... hahhahaha...

sorry for the rojak language i use. well, not all of them,

but most of them don't know what is their job scope and description.

Why i feel like posting this out on my blog is because

i encounter with a taxi driver that reluctant to drive me to

the destination that i want because he said that the place

i want to go is too near and it is in walking distance. Can't he see that it is raining.

FYI : if it is not raining, i will sure walk back my apartment.

so i tell him that it is raining (i assume that he doesn't know how

to differentiate between raining and not raining

till i have to tell him that it is raining).

and he ask me how much i'm going to pay for the fare? (with sarcastic tone)

i was amaze (as if) by his question and his tone.

so i answer with a smile and said :

"I'm NOT GOING TO PAY YOU" and bang the door....

i think it is so foolish for him to ask that question to me

and such a waste of time talking to him.

hahahhah.. and he make me miss another taxi....

WHAT>>!! hahahhhahahha

how i wish i answer HIM "I'm going to pay you 10Cent"

hahahhahhahaha..... well, i can use this if i encounter another

driver like him....

well he is driving HWC 3519 a white blue color taxi....

just wanna share my opinion on the annoying taxi driver

that doesn't know what is his job....