need a break.

I've been in KL for 3 years and in this 3 years I've experience alot especially in performing arts line. sometimes i LOVE it, sometimes i LIKE it, sometimes i ok ok, sometimes i HATE it but LOVE it in the end and sometimes i HATE it and still HATTING it until it is over.

i never give up in performing arts but sometimes i felt like giving up but it is my passion that makes me continuing on.

1st experience is in UniTAR Idol as the contestants, then some shows along the way till now in Uni. then also some reality show auditions. Then some theater come alongside and followed by musical, then dance, choirs and etc etc etc. I LOVE it all and all of it, i have to give my all for it.

My time, my money, myself and my talent... that is all i have to give. sometimes i sacrifice almost everything, every penny i have for it but most of the time i only gain nothing but experience. i don't mind bout it but i'm just sick and tired it now.

all i need now is a break and i'll be back soon.

singing, acting, dancing, emceeing, and all things to do with performance is in my blood... i won't be long but i promise that i'll be back. A better me will come, and you will see more fire in it, more fierce in it....

CHOwwww!!!

P/S Sorry but i need a break..!!

Stacie Orrico - Don't Ask Me To Stay (Beautiful Awakening)

"Don't Ask Me To Stay"

Baby...
Its not the arguments
It aint the time we spent
I never worry bout who youre with or where you been
You take good care of me
I really should but please
I know you probably wont believe its not you, babe its me

I dont know why
I dont love you anymore
And though i try
Its just not like it was before
I wish that I
Had reason to be mad at you
Then maybe I would not feel bad for leavin you

[CHORUS]
You may not like what i have got to say
Baby i cant do this no other way
My feelings for you boy just aint the same
Make this easy please
Dont ask me to stay
Please dont say you love me
I know you do
Dont know why im not still in love with you
My feelings for you boy just aint the same
Make this easy please
Dont ask me to stay

Baby its life itself
You know how these things go
Maybe ive just grown out of you
Maybe we'll never know
I know sometimes ill miss you
This may just be my loss
Though it may not seem that way
Maybe we are better off

I dont know why
I dont love you anymore
And though i try
Its just not like it was before
I wish that I
Had reason to be mad at you
Then maybe I would not feel bad for leavin you

[CHORUS]

I dont wanna live a lie no more
How can I stay and not be sure
I wanna be with you
And I think you need to know the truth

[CHORUS x2]

Ohh stay, baby I cant stay
I dont know why



P/S: this song is for you and you know who you are. told you once, told you twice and hope you will enjoy this song...