Monday, December 28, 2009

All about Christmas

It’s Christmas
It’s a public holi-holiday.
Deco of Santa, rain deers and trees.

It’s Christmas
It’s not the birth of Christ,
Just a day of remembrance.

All about Christmas,
Sharing what we have,
Giving to the poor
Show the world His love.
All about Christmas,
Not about the gifts,
It’s all about our heart,
It’s all about His love.
All about Christmas.

It’s Christmas,
It’s a public holi-holiday
Spend our time with friends and family.

It’s Christmas,
It’s not the time for party,
Think about His love,
Think about the poor.

All about Christmas,
Not the time for showing off,
Not the time for shopping,
Not the time for partying,
All about Christmas,
Sharing what we have,
Giving to the poor
Show the world His love.
All about Christmas,
Not about the gifts,
It’s all about our heart,
It’s all about His love.
All about Christmas.

- i wrote this song on the 23rd dec and i'm loving it. sang it to my mun and sis and they both like it.... i plan to sing it in church on christmas day but somehow i didnt cause malu... hahhahaha.....

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Sia-Sia

Oh, ini kisah sedihku
Ku ditinggalkan dia,
Yang ku cintai.
Pasti ku fahami sebabnya,
Bukan karna tiada cinta,
tiada sayang.

Tuhan tolonglah aku,
Hentikan semua ini,
Karna ku cintai dia.
Seksa penantian,
Untuk dirimu kembali,
Namun hanya sia-sia.

Oh, kini dah semusim
Ku hidup kesorangan,
Dirimu telah kembali.
Sedih, bukan diriku
Yang bersama dirimu,
Sakit, seksanya.

Tuhan tolonglah aku,
Hentikan semua ini,
Karna ku cintai dia.
Seksa penantian,
Untuk dirimu kembali,
Namun hanya,
Tuhan maafkan diriku
Yang mencintai dia
Yang dah berpunya,
Seksa menangung pedih ini,
Ku melangkah pergi meninggalkan,
Jejak hidupmu….

*lirik ni dah lama dah dpolah ku...
tapi xda melody.... hari tu, tetiba dtg ilham...
so trus ku molah melodynya la...
suka ku lagu tok..!!!
hahahahha

Bukan Milikmu....

Diri ini,
tak mampu melangkah.
Meneruskan,
percintaan ini.
Diri ini,
tak mampu berdusta,
Berakhirnya,
cinta yang tercipta.

Ku tahu ini sukar tuk diungkapkan.
Namun sampai bila harus pertahankan.

Tak ku cinta
Tak rindu,
Pada dirimu
Tak ku sayang
Tak ku ingin,
memilikimu.
Tak ku sanggup
mendustai,
Dirimu lagi,Karna diri ini bukanlah milikmu…

it's you

I dream of you now every night,
In my mind is where we meet
And when I’m awake
Staring at pictures of you asleep.
Touching your face,
Invading your space,
They are all part of the list,
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh
The way you smile
And the way your kisses….

You’re all that I want, all that I need…
You’re all that I miss, all that I love

I dream of you now every night,
In my mind is where we meet
And when I’m awake
Staring at pictures of you asleep.
Kissing your lips,
Feeling your warmth
They are all part of the list,
Things that I miss,
Things like your naughty little smile,
And when you look straight into my eyes…

*lirik lagu ni ciptaan kwn aku asalnya..... then i like it so much, so minta permision dua utk edit dan polah lagu la.... hahhahaha

Kau, Aku dan Dia....

Semalam ku melihatmu bersamanya
Berpegangan tangan,
Bahagia bersama.
Wajahmu cantik menawan hatiku
Oh sungguh indah
Ciptaan yang Esa
Tak ku duga kau datang kepadaku
Lalu bertanya
Siapakah namaku.
Kita bertukaran numbor telefon,
Lalu tercipta,
Sebuah cerita.
Tentang kau dan aku,
Bagaimana bermulanya sebuah kisah.

Kau dan juga aku,
Bertemu dan mula berpacaran
Kau dan juga aku,
Melupakan semua disisi.
Kau dan juga aku,
Berada di dunia kita.
Kau dan juga aku,
Bercinta dan juga berpisah….!!!

Seminggu lamanya perkenalan kita,
Mula bermesra,
Mula bercinta.
Namun itu semua tak berkekalan,
Mula bergaduh,
Mula membenci.
Ku tahu ini semua pasti terjadi,
kerna ku tahu,
kau bukan untukku.
Kerna kau telah meninggalkan kekasihmu,
Untuk diriku
Dan ku tahu
Tentang kau dan dia
Begaimana berakhirnya sebuah kisah

Kau dan juga dia,
Bertemu dan mula berpacaran
Kau dan juga dia,
Melupakan semua disisi.
Kau dan juga dia,
Berada di dunia kamu.
Kau dan juga dia,
Bercinta dan juga berpisah….!!!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Pergi

Tiada lagi tangisan,
Tiada air mata.
Segalanya berakhir,
Tanpa disedari.

Mungkinkah salahku?
Mungkinkah salahmu?
Atau keduanya skali?
Itu tak penting.

Ku melangkah pergi,
Dirimu juga.
Tiapa kata putus,
Tiada titik nota.
Kau melangkah pergi,
Diriku juga.
Bersendirian akhirnya,
Menanggung pedih dihati.
Kau pergi,
Ku pergi….

Ku bertanya,
Kau membisu.
Sampai bila harus begini?

Ku sedari,
Ku tak sempurna,
Ku bukannya yang kau ingini.

Ku melangkah pergi,
Dirimu juga.
Tiapa kata putus,
Tiada titik nota.
Kau melangkah pergi,
Diriku juga.
Bersendirian akhirnya,
Menanggung pedih dihati.
Kau pergi,
Ku pergi….

Friday, November 27, 2009

three days.

It’s you who started this journey,
A journey that no one knows,
A walk you pulled me to walk
With you till the end.

We played the game of love,
We drown in our emotion,
We felt the needs in us,
And that’s the first day.

You make me gone insane,
Walking with you,
Down this lonely road.
You make me gone insane,
Playing the game,
That you play,
Playing the game
That we play.
Playing the game,
With whole heart.
In just three days.

The second day comes,
Thousand of question,
But only one answer given,
But only one answer I need.

Sorry is not the word,
It’s not the word I wanna hear.
All I need is the truth,
And I need you to know.

The third day arrive,
I felt the tense in the air,
Knowing something bad,
Is going to happen.

What hurt the most?
Is when you say nothing at all.
What hurt the most?
Is when I need you more.

Ending it all in once,
in just three days of a journey.

* only those who are involved understand what this song is all about....
3days relationship. it all happened in 3days.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Ku menunggu

Tiap masa tiap waktu.
Ku menunggu
Pesanan darimu
Dirimu membisu,
Tertanya-tanya
Apa dibuatmu?
Mengapa kau membiarkanku
Terus menunggu?
Pesanan ringkas darimu
Yang ku rindu.

Kini aku, sendirian.
Termenung di kamar yg sepi.
Menanti, Merenung,
Ke arah telefonku,
Mengapa tiada pesanan darimu,
Yang ku rindu.
Adakah dirimu rindui,
Diriku?

Ku menunggu, cintaku
Ku menunggu, kasihku
Ku menunggu, bintangku,
Ku menunggu, dirimu…

Melody indah tercipta
Hanya untukmu
Kini aku menyanyikan
Lagu ini,
Padamu
Ku mengharapkan dirimu
Mengerti.
Hasrat hatiku
Untuk slalu,
Bersamamu

Ku menunggu, cintaku
Ku menunggu, kasihku
Ku menunggu, bintangku,
Ku menunggu, dirimu…

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

November ini

Di November ini,
Ku temukan dirimu.
Satu-satunya insan
Yang membuka pintu hatiku.
Di November ini,
Kita bertemu dan bermesra.
Hanya kaulah yang mampu,
Membuat diriku tersenyum.

Dengarlah puisi indah ini,
Cerita kisah cinta ini.

Saat kau pegang tanganku,
Ku mersakan kemesraan itu.
Walau hanya sementara kita bersua,
Namun seperti tlah sekian lama
Kau dan aku bersama.
Adakah perasaan ini nyata,
Atau hanya mainan cinta?
Ku tertanya,
Di November ini.

Di November ini,
Kau datang padaku,
Kau senyum mesra,
Dan berkata kepadaku.
“Di November ini,
Ku temukan dirimu,
Kaulah yang membuka pintu hatiku,
Setelah sekian lama tertutup”
simple melody and meaningful lyric.
loving this song....
hope u like it...

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

i drive myself crazy - NSYNC

Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lie awake,
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me
You confessed your love
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame
I lie awake,
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
Why didn't I know it(How much I loved you baby)
Why couldn't show it(If I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance
I drive myself crazyI lie awake,
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

Gone - N'SYNC

There's a thousand words
That I could say
To make you come home
Seems so long ago
You walked away
Left me alone
And I remember what you
Said to me
You were acting so strange,
Mmm
Maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away
To make you walk out
And leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that
You were right here
Right now

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains

You'reGone
You're gone
Baby you're Gone,
girl you're gone
Baby girl you're gone
You're gone
You're

Now I don't wanna make
Excuses baby
Won't change the fact
That you're gone
But if there is something
That I could do
Won't you please let me know
The time is passing so
Slowly now
Guess that's my life
Without you
And maybe I could change
My every day
But baby I don't want to
So I'll just hang around
And find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
And I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't
Love me too
Please say you do
Yeah

What will I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart
Baby why don't you see
That I need you here with me

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strongI've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains you're gone
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains
you're Gone

Sunday, November 22, 2009

bad week....

hurmmm, 1st of all this week minggu exam. and exam kali ni selang 1hr jew....
dah la i ni org yg last minute stdy... but xper, tu bukan crita yg utama....
yg bad nya, 1st day g exam and i can answer exam ngan baik la....
but time balik tu kena hujan.... so ptg tu truslah demam....
geram btl, mmg xleh nak stdy la if dah demam, kepala pening entah mcm apa....
huhuhuuh..... pastu ada pula exam on the 2nd day time i demam....
nak x nak g exam gak la dgn kepala yg berat bagaikan sebuah keta...
hahhaha... lam exam hall, i pakai sweater sbb sejuk.... pastu tetiba i rasa panas, so buka la
sweater. pastu rasa sejuk pula, pakai balik.... benda sejuk panas ni go on like about 5 times la....
apa lg, pengawas periksa tu ingat i bawa toyol lam exam, so dia ddk tepi i memerhati i.....
whatever la.... i dont care pun sbb i can answer.....
huuhuhuhu.... Thank God i dah sembuh time my 3rd and 4th ppr.... so ok lah smua tu... tp, smlm, tetiba dserang sakit perut yg teramat sgt... xsuka lah... buat i tension jew.... time nak tido, i sakit perut entah masuk kluar tandas brapa kali lah i mlm semalam... huhuhuh... smp lah skrg ni perut i ni masih sakit... but, sakit tu datang dan pergi la.... huhuhu.....
apa2 pun, i ttp bersyukur sbb masih lagi dberi peluang oleh Tuhan yang M.E untuk terus hidup d dunia ini.....

chow.....

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

just friends...

Having a coffee
Having a tea,
Sitting at star bucks,
Laugh our way out.

Going for shopping,
Going vain,
Always together,
Hanging around.

there nothing much between us,
We’re not just friends but special friends,
There nothing much between us,
We’re not just friends forever we will be
Best friends,
Best friends….

Sharing problems,
Sharing tears,
Sticking together,
That’s what we will.

All the laughter,
All the tears,
Treasure each moment,
In my heart.

There nothing much between us,
We’re not just friend but special friends,
There nothing much between us,
We’re not just friends forever we will be
Best friends,
Best friends….

Sometimes we argue,
But it’s okay.
Cause it is how,
Our friendship work.

People around us,
Saying things,
But do we care,
Yes we don’t.

Owhh, cause we know that we’re not just friends,
We’re friends that come and stayed forever.
Cause we know that we’re not just friends,
Forever we will,
Best friends,
BFF,
Best friends…
Not just friends…
This song is dedicated to my BFF,
Idayu AKA Ayu, Joanna AKA JJ & Zaza AKA Zaza…
hahhaaha….
well, I miss and treasure each moment we spend together….
We are 1 Malaysia…. Hahahha.
For those names who are not mention,
doesn’t mean that you are not my / our best friend or BFF.
It’z just that this song is mend for the 4 of us… hahahhah
There will be another song, just for you guys out there who are my friends….

Right next to you

I don’t understand,
I can’t deny it.
You’ve stolen my heart,
You’ve broken my heart.

I just don’t get it,
Why am I still standing here?
Looking at you,
Hoping for you.

Tell me,
What should I do?

I’m standing here at the crossroad,
Just don’t know where to go.
Should I just walk away from you?
Like you walk away from my life?
I can’t deny it,
As my heart speaks to me,
Is asking me to stay
Right next to you,
Next to you.

Now I understand,
Why I am here
You’ve stolen my heart,
You’ve broken my heart.

I can’t deny it,
You’re the one that I love,
The one that I miss
Lying next to me.
Tell me,
What should I do?

I’m standing here at the crossroad,
Just don’t know where to go.
Should I just walk away from you?
Like you walk away from my life?
I can’t deny it,
As my heart speaks to me,
Is asking me to stay
Right next to you,
Next to you.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Tidur

Tidur

Hari yang sibuk,
Agenda berlainan,
Jalan yang busy
Sungguh meletihkan

lelapkanlah matamu,
jangan pandang apa pun.
lupakanlah semua,
Yang telah terjadi.

jangan lupa berdoa
serahkan kekuatiranmu,
pada yang Maha Esa,
karna Dia Maha Tahu

lelapkanlah matamu,
jangan fikir apa pun.
lupakanlah semua,
Yang telah terjadi.

Rehatkanlah matamu,
Yang letih lesu itu
Pejamkan matamu,
rehatkan mindamu.
Tidurlah lena,
Jangan lah bimbang.
Segala yg terjadi,
Tinggalkan sebentar,
( Pasti, esok hari yang lebih indah, lebih indah buat dirimu )

Tidurlah dengan lena wahai teman,
Inilah masanya, kita memanjakan diri.
Tidurlah, tidurlah, tidurlah….

-my latest verson of tidur... lagu ni dah siap... yahooo....

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Blue Dress

Listen to this story dear.
It began when the first time I saw you.
You were in a blue dress
That makes you look so sweet when you smile.

I just can’t take my eyes off you.
Can’t stop from thinking about you,
Just want to hold you in my arms,
Just need to tell you that
I love you,
From the first sight
That I saw you,
In the blue dress

Another time when I saw you,
You were walking down the street.
That’s the time I walk to you
Changing number set a date to meet.

I just can’t take my eyes off you.
Can’t stop from thinking about you,
Just want to hold you in my arms,
Just need to tell you that
I love you,
From the first sight
That I saw you,
In the blue dress,
From the first time,
That I saw you,
In the blue dress…

The story of the blue dress,
Continuing another time.
Now I’m busy hanging out,
With the owner of this blue dress…

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Siapakah Aku?

Siapa sebenarnya aku
Di matamu?
Mengapa diam

Siapa sebenarnya aku
Di hatimu?
Jawablah sejujurnya,

Mungkinkah ku hanya mainanmu,
Lafaskanlah dari bibirmu.

Kau datang, pergi
Sesuka hatimu
Siapakah aku?
Bila tak perlu,
Kau tinggalkan aku sendiri,
Merawat pilu.
Kau datang, pergi
Sesuka hatimu,
Siapakah aku?
Bila kau perlu,
Kau datang padaku.
Siapakah aku,
Hanya mainanmu.

-hahahha... ni lagu baru lagi. sorry eh sbb lately lagu-lagu aku mcm frust jak. bukan sebab aku frust. ahahhaha... terasa mauk buat lagu mcm tu....

Sunday, November 1, 2009

I Wish

I wish I never found you
For one good reason
I wish I never know you
But it will never do.

I wish to stay in your arms,
But I will never,
I wish I could follow you,
But you never want to.

It’s just a game for me and you
What happened here stays here.

I wish that you could love me,
Like I love you.
But it will never happen
Cause we know the reason.

I wish that you could stay here,
Forever we’ll be together,
I wish that I could turn back time,
To the day I’m with you.

It’s just a game for me and you
You said what happened here stays here.

I wish that one day I will,
See you again.
Although it is just a game,
I know you want me.

I wish that you would stay,
Cause I know that you will.
I know you want it so much,
I can see in you eyes.

It’s just another game for you and me,
It happens here, stays here.

-another new lyrics from me. this song is inspired by thing that happened around.
love is just a game for some people, and they just like to play it and end it in as they like.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Di Akhir Oktober

Ku menanti
Di akhir oktober ini.
Sebuah cerita,
T'lah terukir.

Bulan menjadi saksi,
Bintang menyinari,
Tidur malam ku lena,
Di akhir oktober ini.

Malam seribu makna,
Siang seribu persoalan.
Apa yg terjadi,
Hanya Tuhan yang tahu.
Ku tak manpu bertanya
Ku takut kehilanganmu
Namun T'lah terjawab sgalanya,
Di akhir oktober ini.

Ku fahami,
Segalanya kini.
Hanya mainan,
Kau dan aku.

Bulan menjadi saksi,
Bintang menyinari,
Tidur malam ku lena,
Di akhir oktober ini.

Malam seribu makna,
Siang seribu persoalan.
Apa yg terjadi,
Hanya Tuhan yang tahu.
Ku tak manpu bertanya
Ku takut kehilanganmu
Namun T'lah terjawab sgalanya,
Di akhir ....
Malam silih berganti,
Rindu, makin menebal
Isi hatiku
Hanya Tuhan yang tahu.
Ku tak mampu menahan,
Rasa, rinduku padamu
Namun tenyata ku hanya mainan kamu
Di Oktober ini.

-lirik baru, lagu baru. Akhir oktober merupakan salah satu karya i yang i suka. liriknya bgitu mudah difahami, namun mempunyai makna yang bergitu mendalam. melody nya senang, relax.
skali lagi, i betul2 harap i dapat record lagu ini dan post it out untuk u all dengar, apakan daya... hahahha.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Dia bukan Dirimu

Kiri kananku
Penuh wanita
Cantik bergaya
Ku tak pandang

Mereka mungkin
Minat denganku
Mendekat dengaku,
Ku tak layan

Usahlah bimbang
Sbb dia bukan dirimu.

Dia mungkin cantik
Tinggi lampai
Seperti ratu cantik Malaysia,
Namun aku
Tak tertarik pada paras rupanya
Kerna dia,
Bukanlah dirimu
Yang aku sayang
Tetap setia,
Padamu yang mencintaiku.

Jangan persoalkan
Kesetiaanku
Kerana aku
Setia pada yang satu.

Ku mungkin pandangnya,
Melayan kerenahnya,
Percayalah hatiku hanya untukmu.

-i love this song cause it's so me... hahahha.... "Peace NO War...."
hope that i can publish this song in my album someday...
love the simple lyrics, love the simple melody....

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Tiap Kali

Ku sedar, siapa diriku ini
Dan ku tahu cinta itu indah…
Ku sedar, tak mungkin diri ini,
Kan hadir dalam mimpimu…

Ku tahu diriku ini,
Bukan yang dirinduimu.
Ku tahu takkan bisa,
Tuk kita bersama.

Tiap kali ku pandang wajahmu,
Tiap kali ku pegang tanganmu
Tiap kali ku dengar suaramu,
tiap kali ku jatuh padamu.

Tiap kali ku tenung matamu,
Tiap kali ku kucup birimu,
Ku tahu ku jatuh cinta denganmu
Walau kita tak mungkin kan bersama.

Ku sedar diriku tak seindah,
Dia yang, menunggumu.
Ku sedar, ku terlalu cintaimu
Karna ku membutakan diri.

Ku tahu,
Kita tak mungkin bersama
Namun,
Izinkanku mencintaimu dari jauh.

inilah karya terbaruku, lagu ini telah pun siap dengan melodynya... hahahhah....
i like this song, cuma ada part yang perlu dibrush up sikit la..... hahahahha....
maklumlah amature.... hahhahaha...

Thursday, October 8, 2009

a buzie day.....

today a very packed day. sebenarnya, bukan hari nie jer la...... this month.....
first of all, bulan ni mmg byk giler assignment due date dan juga presentation.....
hurmmmmm.... pastu, bulan ni jak byk show... every week ada show jer.....
this week la palin buzy sbb ada dua show..... huhuhuh...
rasanya macam nila kan kalau dah masuk industry nnt.....
skrg ni as uni singer pun dah buzy, dah ada album nnt, lagilah buzy kan...
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.....

skarang ni, d cap square ni.... tgk kwn-kwn duta budaya yang lain tgh makeup ni.....
i punla, tgh online... hahhahaha... sambil update blog la.....
lagipun, dah seminggu xda post anything.......

well, petang ni nanti, ada launhing cape square oleh PM kite.....
so kena peform la.....
nebez la skrg ni.... lirik belum hafal lagi, pastu kena nyi lagu raya pula.... huhuuhuhu.....
kena standby 2 lagi lagu.... so, overall, kena nyi 4 buah lagu......
mmg la nebez..... (x hafal lirik but sempat on9 gak... hahahhaha......)

later tonight, kita orang ada dinner kat sri melayu sempena kerjayaan kitaorg menganjurkan Karnival Aksara Budaya 2009 bulan 6 masa tue.....
apa-apa pun yang dilakukan, haruslah dilakukan dengan penuh kasih dan tanggungjawab.... so, kita baru akan belajar sesuatu yang baru..... if we merunggut dan x puas hati, pastinya kita takkan tahan lama dalam kerja yang kita ceburi........
keep becoming impact to the world...

k la... GTG... nak g hafal lagu ni....
chow.... will come with more post after diz.....

Thursday, October 1, 2009

The Maggie Cup

She is sitting at the dinning table for more than half an hour just staring at the Maggie cup that she ate. The Maggie cup reminds her about something fun yet foolish.

She works as a finance executive in KLCC. She is clever, young and beautiful. With her degree in business finance and also her hard work, she has been promoted to the finance executive in just 3 years working in the company.

Thinking back of her achievement as a fresh graduates entering working field in a huge company with more than 50 experience staff competing for the finance executive post is not easy. Her determination and hard work in 3 years indeed paid off as she work extra hard than the others.

After the promotion, she is now the youngest executive in the company. In the age of 23, she earns RM4000 as her basics salary. But after the promotion, she is now earning RM 7000 as her basic salary. She can get everything she wants.

Thinking back when she first starts working, she will drove her silver Kelisa to Taman Melati LRT Station to go to work and everywhere she goes, her faithful silver Kelisa will follow. Now, she’s no longer driving the faithful Kelisa, she changed her car to a bigger, more elegant car Toyota Vios.

“She uses to be a humble, hard working girl. But now, she is no longer her old self. She is so bossy now, I still prefer the old her.” She overheard one of the staff complaining about her in the toilet the other day.

She realise the change in herself but she just can’t resists the change in herself. From a simple young lady to a sophisticated young lady; she just can’t resist the change in herself. For her, the hard work has been paid off after 3 years working from day to night and no social life, no fancy and expensive dress.

The clock show’s 1030pm, but she is still sitting and staring straight at the Maggie cup she ate an hour ago. She is still wandering why is she hard to control herself? Why?
A week ago, she was with her best friend in Mid Valley mega mall doing shopping. Plan just to buy groceries since her fridge is almost empty. Before they shop for groceries, they went to watch movie at GSC. Since the line is long, she made up her mind to watch in gold class and spend almost RM100 just to watch a movie.

After movie, they went for a so call window shopping but she end up entering and buying handbags, dresses, shoes from LV, Charles & Keith, Sembonia, and Vincci. Spend more than RM2000 in these shops. It seems so easy for her to spend her money on unnecessary stuffs. She knows that there is still 1 LV handbag and 1 Guess handbag at home that she haven’t use but she just can’t resists it to buy the latest design handbag. 5 new pair of shoes that she haven’t wore to anywhere is still waiting foe her at home but she still end up buying 2 pairs of shoes adding it all to seven new pair of shoes.

“I think we better go to Jusco now before I spend more on unnecessary things.” She told her best friend. Before they reach Jusco, again she stops at Bobbie Brown to buy makeup, GoldHeart to buy a new pedant, Top shop to buy new dress, Guess to buy new purse and sunglass. Spending more than RM5000 is like nothing for her, she is still so relax and still eager to shop more. In the end of the day, it takes her almost three hour to reach Jusco and only end up buying some dried food, fruits and noodles.

She just can’t resist shopping branded goods, and since her promotion a year ago, she almost empties her saving since she starts working for being shopaholic. Every month, there must be something new in her apartment, new bags, new shoes, new dress, new accessories. Car loan, house rental, bills to pay, but she just can’t resists in being shopaholic.

Thinking back of these fun but foolish activities makes her tears flow. She just doesn’t know when the Maggie cup suffer will end.


-after almost a month, i finish writing this short story. now i know that it is hard to write a story with spesicic topic. hahahhaha.... this story is for my Creative writting 2 assignment.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Untukmu

Semusim berlalu
Ku mengenalmu.
Tak pernah tefikirkan,
Kau yang ku sayang.

Rembulan buktikanlah,
Padanya.
Rasa ini hanya untukmu.

Bagaimana harus ku kata
Dan mengungkapkan
Betapa berharganya hari
Ku mengenalmu
Dan bersamamu
Itu rinduku.
Bagaimana harus ku kata
Dan mengungkapkan
Betapa dalamnya erti
Perasaanku,
mengenalimu
Indahnya duniaku.

#lagu ni pula ciptaan terbaru 3 sahabat ini untuk kawan seorang tu.... hahhaha....(hanya kami saja + Tuhan tahu siapa itu). lagu ini best sgt2 taw, jatuh hati i dgn melodinya dan liriknya.... harap dapat ku post lagu tok satu hari nanti dalam blog ku.... hemohemohemo....

Antara kau dan dia

Mengapa sukar tuk diungkapkan,
Perasaan antara kau dan dia.
Tlah lama diduga,
Namun dinafikan.

Mengapa harus merahsiakan,
Rasa sayang antara kau dan dia.
Tak mengapa,
Kini tlah jelas.

Antara kau dan dia,
Ada prasaan nyata,
Ku mendoakan,
Kau kan slalu bahagia.
Antara kau dan dia,
Tak ada rahsia lagi,
ku tetap doakan,
Hingga akhir nanti.
Bahagia

Kini ku tersenyum melihat
Gelagat antara kau dan dia
Pastinya
Kini semua indah.





*lagu ini diciptakan untuk kawan i dua org ni yang dilamun cinta. saya mauk nyanyi lagu ini nanti depan mereka dua... so sweet..... hahhahaha..... ilham lagu ini datang sekejap saja, inilah lagu yang paling cepat i siapkan.... hahhahah.... hope u all enjoy it.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Shop, Look, Buy

“Stop, it is the season of the year”
“Look, Sales is everywhere”
From 10% to 90%,
From Armani to Zara
From top to bottom,
Everything is cheap.
“Stop, these wedges is beautiful”
“Look, that guy is hot”
“Wow, this dress is elegant”
Shop, shop, shop,
Don’t shop till you drop.
“Stop, I need to go to the bank”
“Look, I’m running out of cash”
“Hah ah, I still have my credit card”
Stop, look and buy.
Don’t shop till you drop.
“Stop, I think I just spend it all.”
“Look, how to survive?”
Alamak, my mum’s going to kill me”
Stop, look, buy.
Shop, shop, shop.
Shop till you drop.


*i just wrote this poem few minute ago. i ike it very much. well, it is actauly my assignment. so, i wanna share it with all of you who read my blog. more poem will be posted soon since i have to write more poem... taaada....

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Inspirasi Abadi - Ayu OIAM

Di kala ku sunyi
dibuai rindu pada kamu
ku kenangi keikhlasan yang terindah
dari jiwa untuk ku teruskan
mimpi mimpi dalam hati

oh pengorbanan tanpa keluhan
ku hargai ke akhir hayatku ini
kau teristimewa anugerah hidup palingku abadi
ini lah inspirasi bagiku


di kala hati ku
dibadai sendu ku tercari
sinar itu dimatamu yang menyerikan hariku
tanpa kamu teman ku tiada kekuatan

oh pengorbanan tanpa keluhan
ku hargai ke akhir hayatku ini
kau teristimewa anugerah hidup palingku abadi
ini lah inspirasi bagiku


betapa hidup berubah setelah sekian lama
payah bertukar jadi bahagia
oh pengorbanan tanpa keluhan
ku hargai ke akhir hayatku ini
kau teristimewa anugerah hidup palingku abadi
ini lah inspirasi bagiku

oh pengorbanan tanpa keluhan
ku hargai ke akhir hayatku ini
kau teristimewa anugerah hidup palingku abadi
ini lah inspirasi bagiku

inilah inspirasi..
bagiku..

love this song soooooo much.....

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Mimpi Atau Reality


kekadang ku tertanya,
apa yang diimpikan itu,
mimpi atau reality?
ada kalanya, terasa segalanya hanya mimpi,
mustahil untuk menjadi reality.
apa yang diimpikan seolah-olah jauh,
nun disana.
sukar dicapai,
sukar dilihat.
adakah ini hanya mimpi?
ku tertanya.
reality?
mungkinkah ia reality,
cuma menungguku mengambil langkah,
menungguku membuat keputusan yang betul?

ku tertanya,
adakah betul apa yang ku rasa.
kekadang,
aku yakin,
kekadang,
aku keliru dan merasa rendah.
kekadang ku percaya,
kekadang ku tidak.

Tuhan, tunjukkanlah jalan
berikan ku kekuatan
berikan ku keberanian.

sampai kini ku bertanya,
mimpi atau reality?
satu hari nanti,
pasti terjawab pertanyaan ku ini...

Monday, August 31, 2009

Yesterday, Today, & Esok...


Yesterday,
huhuhu... what has happened yesterday akan ku ingat selamanya. everything yg berlaku pasti ada pengajaran nya and yg penting is that we take everything that happened in our life yesterday positive. seburuk mana pun, seteruk mana pun, just be positive and yakin pada diri sendiri. (sorry for the mix language. just being myself). byk yg berlaku dalam hidup ini selama 22 years ++ and kebanyakannya memang tak manis la and i still can remember every single things. cuz, smua yg berlaku telah mematangkan diri ini dan byk tomahan, kritikan dan hinaan yg didengar. but, i know that all theese things wont let me down but it will only makes me stronger. bak kata Britney Spears, i'm stronger than yesterday. hahhaha.....


Today.
today ku melangkah meperti biasa. nothing much and keep following the flow. orang ke kanan, i ke kanan... org ke kiri, i pun ke kiri, orang berlari, i ekut jer.... but not everything i follow the flow. kadang2 tu, i suka lawan arah... hahhahahah...... ppl go left, i run... people run, i stop... hahahhaha.... tu la saya. i dont wanna do things that everyone is doing. well, skarang ni cuma tunggu ada seorang tu nak ceramah kat i.. hahhahah... well, x payah dia ceramah pun i dah tauk apa dia nak gtaw i..... well, apa-apa pun. i will still survive today....


Esok....!
hmmmmm..... what will happened esok i dont know. teka2 tu boleh la. but apa yg akan betul2 berlaku tu x taw la.... but whatever happened, akan ku yempuh dengan tabah..!!! yahooo...! semangat ni. cuz i know that hari esok la penentu segalanya dalma hidup ini. langkah2 yang akan diambil and the desicion that i will buat. hmmmmm..... esok jugalah aku kan terbang cu zi believe that great things will happened in my life amf o believe that great things is waiting for me. i ust need to make the right and wise desicion.... so, apa2 punyg menanti, aku redah aja..... hhahhahaha.....


*well well well, dah puas dah ku mengomel d cni. sampai aku mengomel d waktu, dan hari yang lain.... chow....


Thursday, August 27, 2009

All i Have to Give

Being with you,
It’s a gift from God,
It’s a blessing in my life.

Apart from you,
It’s the saddest thing,
It’s the darkest moment.

But I believe, we’ll never gonna be apart.
Never will.

My Love is all I have to give,
To get to you,
I’d walk a thousand miles.
I’d rather have nothing,
But loving you is all I want to do.
And my love is all I have to give.

When you talk,
Do they listen to you?
Do they even care?

When you’re sad,
Are they there for you?
Do they even realise?

I know I have nothing,
And my love is all I have to give



*for me, this is a meaningful song. i havn't compose the melody but the lyrics i all about love. nothing that i can give, but all i have is love and thats the only thing i can share and give it to all.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Hanya Kau

Sentuhanmu, renunganmu
Itu yang ku nanti
Senyumanmu, suaramu,
Itu yang buatku tersenyum.

Hanya kau yang mampu,
Membuatku tersenyum,
Kau hadir dalam mimpi ku.
Kau ku cinta,
Kau ku rindu,
Tiada lain selain dirimu
Hanya kau.

Sentuhanmu, pandanganmu
Itu yang dirasai.
Tawamu, usikanmu,
Itu yang ku rindui.




# lagu ini diciptakan pada 25/8/2009 pada jam 930pm.... melody di sweet and romantic... hahhaha.... but sbb tak erti main guitar sgt so didnt record it... but have the molody lam otak dah.... love this song... hope one day boleh record it and sell my single...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu

by Kerispatih

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu
Dan tak pernah ku sesali itu
Seluruh jiwa telah ku serahkan
Menggenggam janji setiaku

Ku mohon jangan jadikan semua ini
Alasan kau menyakitiku
Meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku
Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti

Bila rasaku ini rasamu
Sanggupkah engkau
Menahan sakitnya
Terkhianati cinta yang kau jaga
Coba bayangkan kembali
Betapa hancurnya hati ini kasih
Semua telah terjadi

*love this song so much. lyric nya, melody nya... like it, like it, like it...!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Duniaku










Malam tak berbintang,
Tiada yang menyinari.
Hari tanpa suaramu,
Bagai pagi tiada mentari.

Mimpi tiada ertinya,
Sbb kau tiada disisi
Bagai Lagu tanpa irama,
Begitulah hidupku tanpamu.

Oh bulan, samapikanlah…

Yang ku rindu
Hanya dirimu.
Kau yang ku sayang.
Yang ku perlu,
Hanya dirimu.
Untuk selamanya.
Yang ku genggam,
Hanya tanganmu.
Takkan ku lepas kau pergi.
Yang ku lngat,
Hanya seyumanmu.
Itu yang ku perlu,
Tuk mewaranai
duniaku

*lagu baru ku yang sgt2 ku suka.... for me, lagu ni lah paling ku suka. i like the molody, i like the lyrics and i Thank God for the talent he gave to to create new songs... love it... yay!!!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

my new song....

dah brapa minggu dah aku sik buat lagu,
at last hari ni ada ilham nak tulis & buat lagu baru.
lagu ini disiapkan lebih kurang dalam masa sejam aja termasuk penuilisan lirik dan melody nya juga.....

tajuk diberi... "ku keliru"....

Ku keliru.

Aku resah, Ku keliru
Mengapa ini harus terjadi.

Ku rindui, Ku cintai,

Kau hadir dalam mimpi-mimpi ku.

Tak harus terjadi,

Karna ini mustahil.

Kau sahabatku,
Bukan cintaku,
Kau membuatku keliru.
Kau panggil ku sayang,
Bertambah keliru,
Mengapa ini terjadi?
Ku keliru.

Kini aku,
Termenungkan,
Apa yg telah terjadi.

Ku menanti,

Kepastian.
Namun kau diam menbisu.

Katakanlah, kepadaku.

Apa yang, tersirat dalam hati…

Mungkin sahabatku,

Atau cintaku.
Ku menanti, sebuah jawapan.
Hanya kau yang mampu,
Membuat ku tersenyum.
Dengan hanya, mendengar suaramu.
Ku keliru.

Monday, July 27, 2009

should i?

"should i? should i not?"
i asked myself again and again....

should i?
should i not?
will i?
or will i not?

dozen and dozen of questions fly by,
million and millions of it just float away.

should i,
should i not?
it is just a never ending story....

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Reasons


The reason I wrote this
Is to forget about you;
Putting my feelings into words,
Letting myself out,
Enjoying every moment,
In just one reason,
Is to forget about you.

Reason, reasons, and reasons…

Tears flow down my chin,
Dripped on my shirt,
Down the earth,
And dry up…

Heart broken,
Bleed,
Tear in two…
And it’s all because of you.

Reason, reasons and reasons I’ve heard.
Reasons running in my mind,
Eating up my memories,
Tearing it to parts,
Burning up the promises,
And left me behind.

It’s all because of reasons, reasons and reasons…

Friday, July 10, 2009

Dari jauh - Nabil

tiada malam lena tidurku
hanya igauan mimpi yang pilu
kerna setiap kali ku pejamkan mata
ku hanya terlihat dirimu

mengapa aku masih menanti
harapan yang kian tidak pasti
walau ku sedar hakikatnya
kau tak kan kembali disisi

walau kau tidak perlukanku
ku tetap mendoakan kebahagiaanmu
tapi hanya satu yang ku pinta
izinkanku menyintaimu dari jauh

walau aku pernah menyatakan
yang ku telah lepaskan segala
hakikatnya hati kecil ku masih menyinta
aku simpan saja perasaan ku
menahan derita dalam rindu

walau kau tidak perlukanku
ku tetap mendoakan kebahagiaanmu
tapi hanya satu yang ku pinta
izinkanku menyintaimu dari jauh

walau ku sedar hakikatnya
kau takkan kembali kesisi...

walau kau tidak perlukankuku
tetap mendoakan kebahagiaanmutapi
hanya satu yang ku pinta
izinkanku menyintaimu dari jauh


* i love this song so much,
simple but nice.
good job for the people behind the scene of this song....
love it...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

just another

it's just not the first time,
it's just the second time.
why would i let this happened?
why would i let myself missing someone i shouldn't...

it's just the second time,
haven't i get enought for the first time?
why didn't i stop it at first,
why did i just let it come?

it's just another season of love,
it's just another love that lies,
why couldn't i just let it go,
why couldn't i just blew it off.

what will happen next,
what will i do?